SATURDAY MORNING :
i got up earlier, 5.30 am. i prayed subuh. i was still sleepy, so i tried to sleep as usual. but i couldn't. it took a long time to close my eyes. that was hard. so i've decided to take a piece of bread with chocolate milk. it was nice. i got to the berth, i didn't want to sleep, so i turned the tv on. i looked for the good film but no one. i was relaxing my body when i suddenly remembered about something, something frightening. that's my 1st mid semester report. it was bad really. oh my. i felt i just wanna die this minute wow. i tried to be cool. i still watched the tv. i watched the 'Indonesia This Morning' on metro tv in english. woooo, it was about the global crisis, main topic of this month of course. i was bored. i switched my computer on, then i was browsing. i opened my email, there's an email from els (monyet) who sent me some photos. then i opened my facebook to friendster. and so many more. time looked like the hell. it was 8 am. my dad went out to my brother (yuka)'s school. today, he will be given the 1st mid semester report like me. i said bye to daddy. but he forgot to bring the wallet, so my servant followed him brought his wallet. it was 8.30 am, i took a bath in mom's bathroom. i felt quite fresh. i put my clothes on. and i prepared. i called my els (monyet). i said that i will come to her house to take my magazine which left on her. she still slept when i called, oh poor you honey hehehehe. so sorry i've bothered you, love you.
at about 9.30 i went to school. my mom would take my report. on the way to school,

my heart did not stop rattle wawww. i was nervous. but stayed cool better. mom entered the school, i just went to els's house. i took my magazine and talked for awhile about 10 minutes. the ice cream walls through in front of els's. we bought and we ate together. after that, i texted message for my mom "mom have you already taken my rapot? im gonna pick you up. wait a moment please, im still in els's house". she did not reply me, but she called me. i just back to school. i picked mom up. after that, mom talked about anything, i mean about my report. woowww, sounds bad really! my physics, chemistry, biology and mathematics are bad. their score are below the averages. i wanted to cry but i can't huh, WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE!!!!!
after we talked them, we went to Erha Clinic to checked. we waited for the doctor, it took a long time. we've decided to take a lunch. we two of us together took a lunch. about 2 pm, we arrived at home. i got stress, my daddy hasn't see my score. oh i will be angried by him i thought. suddenly it turn me back to the hell. i was sleepy, i lied in my bed, i could sleep but for awhile i woke, and back to stress. i watched the tv program. RCTI, peterpan concert. it said that Peterpan will change their name. no peterpan anymore. i thought for awhile. when i was in my junior high school, mmmm about on 7th grade, i like peterpan most waw. i bought their CD and i always sing in the car with my family. it was funny. ok back, i was very stress, still. i quited. mom was sleeping. at about 3.30 pm, i heard the voice of my car in front of my home. weww i was getting stress huuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhh. Yuka was out from the car, mom just asked how's his report and he smiled at her and then he said that the report is very good with a pleased. mom just saw his report, and yaaaa not bad. his english is very good now, and it makes me happy but down too because i'm scared if someday his english better than me, and he ask me to challenge him weeeeewwww!!!!!!!!!. ok, daddy came in to house. and there was the conversation like this.

mom : dad, dita has been scared for 5 hours (lebay)
dad : why?
mom : because she was scared you will angry to her
dad : whether the score was bad?
mom : let's see
dad : huuuuhhhhhh hahahaha, wawww it was bad honey. you have to study hard ok?
dita : ya ya ya ya i trust you
dad : do not say 'ya ya' but do it ok?
dita : yeah i will dad i will
dad : it doesn't matter honey, you have bad experience so you don't want be like that right?
dita : yaaaaaa of course
dad : ok, study harder than before, you do even in your course
dita : yaaaahhhhh oke

wiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i feel relieved. calm. ok. i will do what i can't do, and i will do my best.

here it is my scores.
mathematics : 66,67
physics : 56,00
biology : 45,00
chemistry : 48,28

wewwwwwwwwww, it's bad isn't it? i'll try to close the report, and i will open my mind to get the knowledge better so please wish me luck B.
anyway, yuka and daddy have eaten at Pizza Hut Depok. but they brought their remain food. i ate, i was hungry actually. then i talked to Yuka about his school life, his friend(s) life, and so his love life. he said that he is adoring a girl. 2 years at his top. she is 9th grade while my brother is 7th grade hahaha. her name is Lala. i asked him, she has the same feeling as him or no. but he answered yes, woww, but i thanked to his confidence. then, i turned my computer on. and checked my facebook. so now, i'm here sitting on the chair, looking at the computer gizzzyyyy, and singing. i have no plan for this saturday evening, but tonight my dad will ask us to take a dinner together out. i feel i wanna go with my friends now, but i feel my family miss me to take me out together. and i still miss yuka really, tomorrow he must back to his dorm and i can't meet him for 1 week, i hope not more than that.
but now, i'm kinda confused, because i have some works to clear Hesty's 17th birthday. i take it. she asked me to look for the venue which cozy place to celebrate her bithday. wawwwwww weeeeww. maybe Kemang is one of the cozy place ever. ok, im gonna take a bath, so i'll say bye. i will write on you later B.

happy saturday night.................................................................................................................................