how much bestfriendsssss mean to me

sometimes I feel happy. sometimes I feel good. sometimes I feel what'd u call it? mm like a little bad or a little good. and sometimes I feel totally sad.
Does life have its own way? sometimes it feels an irony word, but the fact it can be showed by the reality.
NOW, MOOD : BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm leaving it works i think. but sometimes it doesn't work. I'm thinking why do they have their own problem???? why does the problem come by the causes????? what are they supposed to do???? I'm supposed to be walking on this.
I should go. I must fight. and I must be a winner.

But it works, it really works WHEN I'M SITTING OR STANDING CLOSE TO MY BESTFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!