It's My Super Life!

:):)

2011-04-11T09:30:00.000+07:00

I wrote just for hoping you to read these.

2011-04-11T09:22:00.002+07:00

lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and i will try to fix you.

The worst thing about getting ur heart broken is going to sleep and knowing you are goin to wake up and nothing has changed.

im sad bcs you're not here.

2011-04-11T09:16:00.000+07:00

i woke up and wanting to hug you

:'))

2011-04-11T09:15:00.000+07:00

When the first time starting this, I didn’t hope it wud be forever.

Bcs if I hope it had to be forever, it wud only hurt me.

I just want u to be happy with me, but it always didn’t work. So its ok, I want you to be happy forever in ur life with everyone n everything :):)

maybe its a little too late

2011-04-11T09:07:00.002+07:00

I LOVE YOU, ARIS ANANTA. No matter what!

:(

2011-02-21T16:48:00.000+07:00

i miss you. sumone. thats you!!!!!

wink ;)

2011-02-18T08:10:00.001+07:00

its friday february 18th. good morning anyway................ dont forget to thank our God.

its been 6 days that ive been single. just for almost 2 months relationship. relationshit.

but theres no need to regret what ive started to. what we've started.

first time he came comfort me, brought the happiness, and i thought that u wud never let me go. at last, it all changed. you changed. he gave me a lesson. another lesson.

thanks God, i still stand here and stay awake!!!! God let me trough this with my people in my life. thanks mom&dad. and................my painkillers! my friends in college & senior high school. and all friends :D

so do you think that im still getting weak for it? the answer is NO! wink wink ;)

late post. sorry!

2010-08-23T13:47:00.001+07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY MONKEY!!!!!!!!!!! on august 19th. wish i had been there :'(

random morning :D

2010-08-13T10:37:00.002+07:00

good morning guys....... im currently listening this song : EMINEM ft. RIHANNA - Love The Way You Lie. see, "Because I love the way you lie".......dont u think something weird? i can hardly say like that. though the fact hurts you more than the lie, but that's better i think.

Anyway happy fasting peops! :-) wish this moment will bring us to be such a better person. seems like common rite? heheh.

talk about my girls (fraulein)..... i miss the girls for sure. els,icha,koeng,thata,ina,aweng,ucul,itha,hesti,rizka,farah,tiyus,sita........... ah ah ah! wish you were all guys here :'(
it's important for meeting you all to talk bout our next holiday,Amin.

that's nice for having this item -> SHANKA!

2010-08-13T09:28:00.001+07:00

she posted this : ABOUT FRAULEIN. come n see guys on http://shankapriyanka.blogspot.com/

I LOVE YOU SHANKE! :*

friends...............................

2010-07-31T20:22:00.001+07:00

"friendship is a promise made in the heart. silent. unwritten. ubreakable by distance. unchangeable by time"

2010-07-30T10:51:00.004+07:00

"I need 3 things in my life : The Moon for the night. The Sun for the day. And You for the rest of my life...."

Hi, Dudes!

2010-07-30T10:51:00.002+07:00

GREAT. I HAVEN'T WRITTEN ON THIS PAPER I MEAN THIS BLOG SINCE OCT........

Hi, good moyniiiiii :-) HAVE A GOOD FRIDAY dudes. anyway i plan to go to sumwhere. kewl.

i wanna go to ITC....to....buy....sumthing.....to join an OSPEK.....in.....my.....college.....my.....new....college!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Trisakti University. let me wish sumthing. sumthing that i want, sumthing that everybody wants....... wish I can be an accountant succesfully,Amin :)

MOURNFUL

2009-10-17T16:55:00.000+07:00

Utha has gone:'( hiks hiks-hiks......... Utha isn't in this world now, but i'm sure he is very happy THERE........................................................................................
Yesterday was the worst day ever. I got the bad news from Icha. It really made me mmm i don't know... like a vomiting or something just like HALF ALIVE!!!!
I actually had a short-relationship w/ him... but we almost had a nice weekend together... even a weekday he often picked me up at my course. he was so nice, he is still nice. but i really do regret.. regretted something.. he's the best. best ever. but now you're gone:( I didn't even see his face when he got back to his heaven............................. It will be something which always can make me feel the deepest sad.. I am nothing to you.. Am really sorry dear. but your heart will always be mine........... REST IN PEACE MY HEROOOO, you're such an interesting entertainer for me... Allah will always love you and of course I do too:)

good evening guys! (seharusnya semalem gw post eh tp gabisa by phone)

2009-09-21T22:08:00.004+07:00

Ohmygosssshhhhh!!!!!! I miss this blog. I miss something, and that's an empty screen.
Ohshitty!!!!!! Long time no see. I haven't opened this blog for a long time. So, that's no exaggeration to say I miss writing n posting somethingm
I don't have something to share but I just miss writing actually.

You know, I'm in 12th grade now, I'm getting stress for sure. Thinking about university, final exam arhhh that's very disgusting me!!
But ya those r my necessity or even requirement to through this grade. Oh how bad it is!
I think I just should study harder n pray better, but that's hard to do bcs I always think that I'm still fine on this level.
Uonyeah-- I promise something. I promise to make my parents proud:)

Hey hey anyway, I'm writing this by cellphone, wow you guess! That how much I miss this blog.
I'm writing this beside watching 'Tawa Sutra' n in my room on my bed.
Too unimportant to explain anyway lol!

And u know what I'm waiting for?????? Dance with my girlfriendssss or mm my boyfriendss too!
Cool can't wait for sunday. That will be great to see n to feel me n friends dancing on the dance floor
With the DJ!!! Aw aw. And singing beat song hellyeaahhh!!!! Oh come on!
Me miss friends n me miss dancing. Go go go be wild? Ohno! That's very bad!
We'll be still such a good girls n we just wanna dance till drop yoweah!

Anyway, I'm missing my twitter now. Ok, I'll update my twitter. Byebye blog.
Xoxo, ur D!

Oooh I think I'll post it tomorrow by my PC bcs I tried to post this, but couldn't work.
Maybe bcs I posted it by phone huuuhhh posting shitty! I'll save u in draft.
See ya 2morrow to post u cups!

i think i really need your confession, but on this blog HAHAHAHAHA (kena kan lo sama gw!)

2009-07-08T11:16:00.004+07:00

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME, MONKEY. I KNOW YOUR FIRST PLAN : WRITE THIS : "I LOVE DITA", BUT YOU HAD A MISTAKE TO WRITE. YOU WROTE "I LOVE PANJI" BY YOUR OWN HAND BUT I THINK YOU DID NOT CONCENTRATE ON WHAT YOU WRITE, IT WAS ALL OUTSIDE THE CONTROL AND YOUR MIND. SO, WHO IS PANJI? TELL ME TELL ME!!!!!!! TELL ME ON MY BLOG, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss my blog

2009-07-06T18:22:00.002+07:00

hi my blog, how are you? i suddenly remember about my diary, and that's you! woowww my last post : may, 4th wooowww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think there are many stories i want to tell to. but i'm very lazy to write right now. i just can write my first holiday. and it started mmm June, 14th-16th. I went to Singapore with my mamasdedek a.k.a ICHA and my monkey a.k.a ELS, ohyeah and too my brother, YUQA. ohGEE, what a nice holiday! We went there when the SINGAPORE GREAT SALE was attended. We went to SHOP SHOP AND SHOP!!!!! We stayed in Concorde Hotel at Orchard Road. It's near from shopping centre. WE GOT EAT, WE GOT THINGS, WE GOT TIRED. but it really didn't matter because we had fun to do that. so, if I can say "I will wait for the next destination with my lovely friends"........

and I lately feel something different, i don't know. but my twitter, my status update on facebook just said it. i always convince me by saying SOME PEOPLE STARED AT YOU IT'S OK BECAUSE THEY ADORE ME, SOME PEOPLE TELL ANYTHING ABOUT YOU IT'S OK BECAUSE THEY LIKE ME, SOME PEOPLE GET MAD ON ME IT'S OK BECAUSE THEY LOVE ME.

x.o.x.o, D

bad

2009-05-04T16:49:00.002+07:00

again and again and again over and over again, i lost my cellphone. that's my bad habit and it's hard to be removed. i can't change. but i'll always try to avoid this bad habit. i thanked to my mom and dad x.o.x.o

how much bestfriendsssss mean to me

2009-04-01T19:08:00.003+07:00

sometimes I feel happy. sometimes I feel good. sometimes I feel what'd u call it? mm like a little bad or a little good. and sometimes I feel totally sad.
Does life have its own way? sometimes it feels an irony word, but the fact it can be showed by the reality.
NOW, MOOD : BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm leaving it works i think. but sometimes it doesn't work. I'm thinking why do they have their own problem???? why does the problem come by the causes????? what are they supposed to do???? I'm supposed to be walking on this.
I should go. I must fight. and I must be a winner.

But it works, it really works WHEN I'M SITTING OR STANDING CLOSE TO MY BESTFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

single

2009-02-08T18:12:00.002+07:00

hey good afternoon........................................ mm it's 6.17pm I'm writing to this blog sadly, mm happily? mm well? ya yayayayaya writing this with a rather sad. why? I don't know. maybe because of the status or......?????? ok. I'll explain clearly.
so this morning, I've been a single girl since I got the relationship status for about 2 months mm even 3 months next week. so far, I did it well. it was so hard but I accepted. I think this is the best way oh NO, I mean the BETTER WAY, NOT the best. I think I will do my own day with all myself but It doesn't make me down because many people (parent and also all my friends) are beside me and they're ready to be here and share with. I think I just wanna write this, because you know, my stomach is angry to me, it means that I'm hungry lol.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

project

2009-02-07T18:08:00.002+07:00

Just for ur information, in fact no activity is fun. why? because we have to find something to do for fun. when I was going to do something I'll be looking for the funny site. when the DO has gone, we'll get that funny.

sharing.
last night, oh no since 2-3 days ago, I have been feeling lonely. so, I can't control myself quick. I did what I want to do. I phoned my bestfriend of course, Els. to share. I just need her when I was feeling lonely or in a sadness. She is my Top friend to share with. when I called her, I felt my heart was fine and ok. we always sing the song like this "Indah hariku saat bersamamu, tak seindah hariku saat bersamanya mungkinkah ini mimpi yg slalu kutunggu, bawa ku pergi dari pacarku yg tak bisa membuat hidupku bahagia,............................................" or "girl I won't stop loving u this I promise from my heart and u can believe that we will be happy endlessly just you and me............................" those songs by Ari Pramundito. oh ya, I almost forgot that Els and I had some projects.
one, we have an appointment with Anandita to capture both of us 2 weeks later. she's an photographer, I thinks she's good photographer. and the last project. we really want to record at the recording studio, Haffi's (aweng's boyfriend). we had thought at the time she was playing the piano and I was singing. there was in my Handycam but it can't be connected to my computer, oh poor me huhu. mmmm so back to recording. Els will play the piano, I'll sing, Aweng as the guitarist, and Haffi as a bassist. That were just our planning hahhaa. this recording is just for our fun.

just really do miss this blog

2009-01-30T08:21:00.003+07:00

i really do miss writing on this blog. i wrote about the surprise for Aldi last month. i often feel bored lately and so tired. last week i got a little hard to swallow the food.
last night i'd a little problem with.................... but ya, that has been solved. i became lazy to manage everything on us, so i'll accept any. so by the way, i'm so glad to hear that Jason Mraz will come to Jakarta in Java Jazz Festival 2009. i can't wait for his performance and watch this with my girls

greatest

2009-01-09T08:27:00.002+07:00

jadi ceritanya kemaren Kamis, 8 january 2009 si Aldi Putra Hutomo tuh ulang tahun yg ke 17. nah karena gue sm temen2 gue kasian takut dia ga dapet surprise dr siapa2 ya kita kasih surprise gt. tapiiiiiiii surprise nya mendadak. jd sehari sebelomnya br pd inget2 gt kalo besoknya si aldi ultah. yaudah sms2 telpon2 blablabla akhirnya deal abis pulang sekolah ngumpul dirumah els. nah tp bingung kue belom dipesen. kalo beli kue langsung gt kan berati ga ada nama nya lengkap atau apa2nya gt ya semcam embel2 lah gt di kue-nya palingan kan cuma nama singkat doang kalo belom mesen, ya jd bingung. yaudah ita mikirnya udh ga papa lah kue biasa aja gt. tugas els yg beli. eeehhh tp ternyata planning banyak berubah. si aweng ina ga ikut ngumpul dirumah els malahan pulang keruma masing2 ntar ketemuan dirumah aldi nya gt (maksudnya di depan rumahnya). yaudah gue sama sita kerumah els. tp gue duluan yg dtg, daaaaaaannnnnnnnn kue jg belom dibeli ternyata. yaudah deket rumah els alhamdulillah ada tempat kue enak lah. beli disana blackforest buat si Mr. Aldi. udah selese blablabla ngaso dulu dirumah els. gue udah siap handycam gue, els udah siap camdi nya. yaudah jalan lah kerumah aldi sama els, sita, hesty itu kira2 jam 5-an lah jalannya. sampe rumah aldi kita turun di agak jauh dr rumahnya nunggu inna sama aweng. mereka dateng. terus blablabla nyalain api buat lilinnya dan itu susah banget. anging banyak. udah gitu ga ada yg berani pada takut2 hahahaha. yaudah selesai gt, aweng nelpon aldi. dia bilangnya dia lg didepan rumahnya aldi dianterin adeknya naik motor mau pinjem buku biologi SMA 31. ita semua jongkok2 gt di depan pager nya aldi. untungnya ina bawa motor jd dia nglaksonin rumahnya aldi pura2 jadi adek nya si aweng. keluarlah si aldi dengan membawa buku biologi. tiba tiba we all said "SURPRISEEEEE HAAPY BIRTHDAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY". nyanyi2 happy birthday to you blablabla. terus suruh aldi niup lilinnya. diliatin tetangga2 nya aldi secara aldi rumahnya di depan lapangan gitu. suddenly, aldi's father came then asked to come in to his house. ga enak lah, kita salam terus disuruh makan. nah kebetulan si aldi dan keluarga abis doa2 gitu makan nasi kuning blablabla. eeeehh kita disuruh makan yaudah makan. terus dikasih minum es buah, serasa buka puasa, sumpaaahhh. sampe kira2 jam setengah 8 gitu si aldi sibuk nyari tempat buat hr sabtu ngerayain kecil kecilan. barcode, grand indonesia, simprug, and more option. tapi akhirnya aldi pilih di pim di cartel cafe. cuma belom tau juga. intinya dia pengennya di pim. untuk sekarang sih pengennya di cartel, tp ya we'll see later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALDIIIIIIIIII WISH YOU ALL THE BEST"

a challenge

2008-12-18T07:34:00.003+07:00

I just read Melin's blog. she said that she made a "tag" for me before. when I was reading hers, I screamed and wanted to kill her!!!!!!! that's so not important, but it's challenging. I thought that I wouldn't do her "tag" but I thought, she will give me a nickname like "coward" that's very big NO!
I'll do it my piggy. here.....................................................................

the rules are:

take a recent photo of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now
don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture
post that picture with no editing
post this instruction with your picture
tag 10 people to do this

(cukup puas ya melin babi lo ngerjain gue. liat rambut gue diiket ga jelas, poni gembel dengan si jenong, muka minyak, mata masih mengantuk, dan senyum maksa)

thank youuuuuuuuu

2008-12-13T17:22:00.003+07:00

"Happy first month anniversary Sayaaaaaang..

Love Utha 111208"

yap, love you too.

morning. nothing. but late evening, I was so sleepy. Icha, Shanka, and Aldi were still at my house. played together, took some pictures, and I've decided to change my clothes, pajamas.

I was so sleepy and rathered sleep. but suddenly he called me, and asked me to stay in front of my house. he came down from the car with a bouquet of rose. he gave me and congratulate me day of both. "thank you anyway my Boss, happy anniversary"

again

2008-12-13T17:18:00.000+07:00

aaahhh twilight for 4 times

tf2

2008-12-12T08:37:00.000+07:00

watched twilight 3 times hhhhhhhhh

for-get

2008-12-10T08:31:00.002+07:00

last night. activities that were not very meaningful. weird. hurts, but it's ok. forget it!!!!!!!!!
just say thanks to Aldi Putra Hutomo, Ajeng Awliya Puspitasari, and Alif Laila Innayati Az-Zahra. Thanks thanks thanks a looottttt. and sorry sorry sorry about anything guys, loveyou

tf

2008-12-10T08:19:00.002+07:00

I've watched the twilight movie twice. so cool. and I wonder, I wasn't bored to watch it again and again lol. maybe that's not soooooo special at this movie, but Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen is sooo handsome, and cool aarrr, although his make up is too over. see yaw

planning

2008-12-03T11:44:00.002+07:00

again and again I'm writing to you, Blog!

you know what am I waiting for? it is the result of............................................. the test. I've almost done the test for 5 days and yesterday was the last day I did the test. What am I thinking about hey 'un? THINKING ABOUT THE SCORE, ESPECIALLY FOR NATURAL SAINS LESSONS. this is the one of consequence in Natural Sains Class, mm maybe I've been wrong to choose the Natural Sains. forget it 'un! that's remind me about my daddy's speak. He said that IF I WOULD GET THE BETTER SCORE THAN LAST TEST, I WOULD BE GIVEN SOME ACHIEVEMENTS, BUT IF MY SCORE GET WORSE, SO HE WOULD GIVE ME SOME PUNISHMENTS. aa shut up! I submitted everything, anything to GOD. let He tell later, we'll see.
Anyway, I've been tired at school lessons. It's boring and I'm kinda bored. I want to take a rest just for awhile, mm I mean maybe get the holiday for 1 month, but it's soooooo impossible. as long as I know the holiday's school only two weeks, damn it!
I just want to get more holiday oh please GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've had some planning for my holiday. and it seems impossible to do it all. my friends and I like to write or have some planning, because we think it's one of good idea for refresh our brain, although we knew that we can not do all of these. here they are....................................

1.) Go to Pacific Place with my monkey-Els, I can't wait for our next meeting, I admit!
2.) Hang out with Shanka who just came back to Indonesia from Malaysia. I haven't met her yet. I really really do miss her. Koeng Koeng, wait for me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
3.) Go out to watch the twilight movie
4.) Meeting boyfriend (sounds good or no? you named it!)
5.) Go to Dunia Fantasi with Icha and others (we'll shout!)
6.) Go to Salon with Erina, Ghea, Tiara, and others. (creambath, hair-spa, blowing hair up are really sounds good)
7.) Facial
8.) Take some pictures for our (my friends and I) pleasant memories. and of course we'll ask Aldi Putra Hutomo to take ours hahahaha.
9.) Hang out with Anandita. aaa can't wait, so hard to meet you Dit:(
10.) Watch the dvds at Dharmawangsa Square
11.) Do some sports! you know day by day, my mother asks me to do this. my mom said, "YOU LOOK BIGGER THAN BEFORE, YOU HAVE TO DO SOME ACTIVITIES" it's hurt, wasn't it?
12.) Do not go to course!
13.) Go to the Sushi Tei for eating sushi of course with Thata and others
14.) Shopping, shopping, shopping!
15.) Go to Anyer mm actually we don't too know with my all friends
16.) Make a new project about something with my monkey-Els
17.) Go to Ambassador with Erina
18.) Spend 2 nights, oh at least 1 night at my friend's house or maybe at mine
19.) Buy some dvds
20.) Spend more time with family because we've talked about our holiday

You know I actually have some, but can not write on it. I should go to bed, I'm gonna sleep-tight-afternoon lol

school sucks

2008-12-03T11:23:00.002+07:00

halooo, I'm happy because my internet can be used today. last night it was heavily damaged, and maybe it has been repaired. today is wednesday, and you know I do not go to my school. it's not the deliberateness. last night I thought that the students can come late because the test was finish well and today is the remedial day maybe till friday or even next week. so last night, when I was going to sleep, I sent the message to my friend, Tiara and asking about today. she replied that today we should come the same time as before we took the test, and it means on 7 o'clock the bell has been ringing, what a bad it is. so my laziness come in a sudden, I thought that I'd come to school lately. so this morning, I texted my classmate, Dessy. and you know? she was in a school, it's about 6.20AM. oh my God, I was going to be late. I rushed to take a bath, and took my breakfast. And I thought I'd better to go by 'ojek'. it's 7AM, I went to school in a hurry. my deskmate, Eva called me and she asked me wheter I entered the school. and she was shocked while I said that I was on the way. when I arrived at school, that was so suck. nobody. the school gates have been closed, and there's no security officers there. so I thought that I should back to house. hhhh if I know it, I can't go with a hurry. forget it.

I'm currently listening to..................................

2008-12-01T07:27:00.002+07:00

last thursday, my daddy came back to the house from his office. he just checked his ymail, then he got 4 unread messages in his inbox. the two of the other were the messages from his friend. his friend has attached two songs. they were the same song with different singer. my daddy asked me to listen the song. i was listened to an old arrangement, the title was 'OH LORI'. that was soooo cool and calm with its swing jazz. then second my daddy asked me to listen the other one. 'OH LORI' but it was sung by OLIVIA. she's a philippine. and you know what? who is the person who played the guitar on her song? HE IS ASTA 'RAN'. i was shocked. and just listened it. when the first time i listened, i thought it didn't have anything special. and when the guitars started play, wiiihhhh so cool baby. you have to listen this. i just sent it to Els by email.

OLIVIA OH LORI LYRICS

I’d like to stay in love with you
All summer and after fall
I’ll keep you warm through the winter
Because I’ve noticed one thing
This ain’t no summer fling

I’d like to ride my bicycle with you
On the handlebars
You’d laugh and run away
And I’d chase you through the meadow
Without you I’d die
Et’s never say good-bye

Oh, Lori
You bring the spring, the summer, fall
Ooo and winter
By the season
Oh, Lori (oh, Lori)
You make me feel as though I’ve been born again
Orn again

You danced for me in your bare feet
That mellow afternoon
When we made love to each other
And I’m loving you

new project with monkey

2008-11-30T17:36:00.002+07:00

heeeehhhh, i just arrived at home. i went to Tunaganda in Cibubur, at bogor raya street. i went there with my father's family. then i dropped yuka up at his dorm, and went to Fadhel's house and went back to house. anyway i'll tell you about my activities yesterday.

from the morning, i went to the doctor to check my desease. coughing. after that, i waited for my Els. she wanted to play in my house. you know, i just met her las friday, but i did miss her much. and couldn't wait to meet her again and again. we just missed each other hahahahahahaha. at about 1.30 pm, Els arrived in my house. we talked, we told, and we shared in my bedroom. she shared her story to me, she said that she had a crush and she told his name. she told that he's a handsome guy. then told another and another story. we watched the gossip girl, listened to the music, sang some songs, played Jojo's Fashion and of course we took our pictures. you know, i played the Jojo's Fashion with her and it's sooooo coooooollllll. we laughed and laughed. suddenly, she said like this "Ta, perut gue sakit nih abis makan kentang lo tiba-tiba". then i answered, "Yaudah itu kamar mandi, gih eek aja!". then she said, "mmm i'm ashamed if i pup soundly". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. and she just said, "Awassssss jangan masukin ke blogs lo!". mmm so sorry my E, i can't hold to write on it. after that, we told about our new project. here it is our project.

Gue : "Nyet ntar kalo kita udah punya anak jodohin yak"
Els : "Kita besanan gitu?"
Gue : "Iya, jadi nya kan gak lose contact tuh"
Els : "Yaudah tp anak lo ganteng ya ta"
Gue : "Iya tenang aja, pasti ganteng kok. kan mama nya cantik. eh tp anak lo juga cantik ya, entar anak gue ga mau"
Els : "Tenang aja ta, eh tp kalo anak kita gak mau di jodohin gimana?"
Gue : "Ah bodoan, pokoknya harus mau. gue gak mau tau"
Els : "Oke oke beneran ya bener"
Gue : "Iya beneraaannnnnn"

P.S. : els els, kalo lo baca blogs gue ini. seriusan ya nyet kita beneran buat besanan. eh tapi tapi lo aja deh yg punya anak cowok. gue ogah ah. modal mobil kalo jemput anak lo ntar. malay banget gue beliin mobil buat anak gue, eh tp tergantung deh sm suami gue ntar hahaha. lo aja yah cowok, modalan dikit ye anak lo. jemput anak gue pokoknya dirumah, ketemu dulu sm gue jangan asal main jemput aja. minta izin sm gue hahahahahahahaha. kalo kita arisan arisan gt, bawain ye anak2 kita biar kita pamerin ke temen2 kita hahaha.

wish me luck

2008-11-27T08:16:00.002+07:00

i was getting up with coughing. i felt it since yesterday. i felt that my body broke down. i felt ill. last night my parents did anything to me gently. they gave me 3 kinds of cough medicine.

yesterday afternoon, when i did the indonesian test the weather changed outside. blustery winds blow, then in my class i felt cold. now, i'm studying the chemistry lesson. it will be the first subject which has to do. and the second is english subject for today. so, wish me luck for these subjects. i don't want to disappoint my parents for two times, especially for chemis.

teacher's day

2008-11-25T13:32:00.003+07:00

today, school didn't mean something. but i was so happy. today, 25th nov is teacher's day. i was also pleased to see my teachers act gladly. in the morning, held a school ceremony, mmm to greet and to give thanks to our teachers. yesterday, i was in sight by teachers as representatives of the class to give flower to one of the teachers. and my class chose Mr Amin Kosasih as a physics teacher rrrr, you know when i'm in his class i'm soooo aaaa nervous and kinda confused. so back. in the morning i was in the front line with the officials of ceremony. after then, the choir sang the song that aim for the teachers. they were 'HIMNE GURU', 'TERIMA KASIH GURUKU' bla bla blaaaa. and i sent the flower with others to the teachers who was selected by us. and aaaaa finishing, i felt hot, and i rushed to the class and waaaaa so cooold hhhh. after that, the students just called loudly to the teachers "PULANG, PULANG, PULANG...........!!!!" and others said like this "PULAN, PULANG, PULANGKAN KAMI, PULANG KAN KAMI SEKARANG JUGAAAAAAAAAAA" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr, and so did I hahaha.
after that, we had no works. we had no jobs, and we had no activities. but we should stay at school till finish. and the gossip said that we could back home at 1 pm. aaa that was too long. so, the teachers celebrated their day with "DANGDUTAN" in the field. they were dancing all afternoon long hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. i was very bored to see them, so i've decided to stay in the class with some of my friends. and you know what i did? i studied seriously. i studied math lesson for tomorrow first test subject. aaaaaaaaaaa so confused, and wondered. then at 12.30 pm, there was announcement. it said that we could back to our house. and then we back all, yeahhhhhhhhhh. and now now, i'm preparing for tomorrow, the first day, first day to take a test, final test for bizarre. ok, wish me luck!

yesterday

2008-11-23T06:54:00.003+07:00

i had no special stories. maybe i'll be telling you the daily activities yesterday. woke up at about 6 am then i rushed to my brother's dorm with my daddy. after we picked Yuka up, suddenly my daddy asked us to Dita's house at Cinere. she was my senior when i was in Junior High School. you know what? there are many things unbelievable.
started, past my mother studied at 8 Senior High School, the same as Dita's mother. but they were not too close. second, my daddy now is working at his office which is the same as Dita's father. they are both too close. they are friend, maybe bestfriend. my daddy said that Dita's father likes jazz like us. third, Dita's mother works in an office which is the same as my uncle's office. then, Dita was school the same as me, and our name is DITA, SAME!!!!!!!!! then, Dita took a course in ILP whic is the same as Namira, my cousin. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, that's so unbelievable isn't it? lol

next, i went to Dita's house, then took a breakfast there with her mom and her brother. about 9.30 am i went back to my house. i saw my cellphone that was charging. mmmmm shocked, that was 44 missed call, then 11 messages. i opened. they were from my friends. i just took a bath fast, melinda came to my house. we waited for Aldi who wanted to pick us up at my house. with a hurry i went down when aldi came, and ask permission to my parent. i brought the handycam of course and some pieces of bread to eat in aldi's car. we rushed to BP at Rawamangun. after we studied there, we went to Gramedia Matraman, but before we picked Haffi up. so we, aldi melin aweng haffi and I went to Gramed. we looked for the book. i searched the sport book for my homework, then my boyfriend came. say bye to others, my boyfriend and i rushed to FX, just bought the starbuks and walked around for awhile, we went back at 5 pm. i'll upload our photos soon.
i'm very hungry, so i want to take my breakfast. see ya

first they brought me the happiness

2008-11-21T21:10:00.001+07:00

over-act

2008-11-21T21:06:00.001+07:00

rrrrrrrr

2008-11-21T20:58:00.002+07:00

aaaaaaaaaaa wanna meet him soon, yesterday i've already met him hhhhhh but wanna wanna meet him zz. sleepy but my body smells not good. i haven't took a bath and maybe i will. i need more rest aaaa but tomorrow is weekend, and i still should go to my course and study with my teacher. ah please just tomorrow please. I do not want my weekends are bothered by my work. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

boring vs. studying

2008-11-19T09:08:00.002+07:00

good morning B. i'm in school's computer room now hehehe. i'm waiting for the oral test of computer. the teacher will call 2 students and then he'll give some questions there. so, i'm very kind nervous just now. you know you know, but i'm happy now aaaaaaaa. my chemistry notes book has lost. so this morning, when the chemis has been the first lesson today, i was very confused to find my notes book. i asked the teacher, and she told that she did not know about that. my friend, Ella accompanied me to find that book. we looked for it in the chemis room, then anywhere but couldn't find. i felt despair. so, i just sat on my chair. then calm. i would copy my friend's notes book later i thought. but suddenly, when the computer lesson came, so i just knew that my notes book was left the piles of computer books. aaaaaaaa i was surprised before lol

bored and miss him

2008-11-17T14:11:00.002+07:00

you know i'm so bored. i slept over, i was so sleepy. i've slept for 3 hours. then my boyfriend and also my els sent me a message. aaa i woke up. and suddenly i remembered about my boyfriend. i really really do miss him ah. i wanna meet him soon, but i don't know when will we meet. he asked me on saturday, but certainly can not go. because on next monday, i'll get the test 2. aaaaaaa what a bad day it will! sooo i f i can not go with mu boyfriend, i will be very disappointed mmmm.

i turn my computer on, and i opened my yahoo mail, so there isn't message for me. i found the trailer of 'Quantum of Solace' that's 007, and suddenly i remembered my boyfriend again and again. he said that he wanted to watch this film much. aaaaaaaa again and again again again. and i found some quotes. and it means something in my deepest heart.

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:
that word is love.

- Sophocles -

We sat side by side in the morning light
and looked out at the future together.

- Brian Andres -

Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded...

- Thomas A. Kempis -

morning such a darkness

2008-11-17T08:32:00.004+07:00

good morning,
today i do not come to school. so i've just watched the gossip girl and opened my facebook. i'm taking my breakfast and so i'm sending messages to my boyfriend. you know huh, on last friday i was called by ucul, she told me that she is in her house. she is coming from her dormitory. and i really do miss her. i tried called her this morning, but can't. her cellphone was no active, so then i'll call her later to invite her to my house. and suddenly when i opened my facebook, i got the wall from my koeng. she told me that she'll come to indonesia 2 weeks from now on. oh wessss, i'm so happy hah, i miss her much, and it will be great if i meet her soon.

yesterday i just have back to house. from lembang just 1 night. stayed with my big family and so my brother. he's 13 years old now. i went to lembang on saturday. morning, at about 7 am. you know hah, i was still sleepy. suddenly when i was on the way, my monkey (els) sent me message. these are the messages :

els : piggyyy. what time do you go? guess what, later if you go to gading, you can find me alone hahahahaha

me : i'm on the way you know? im still so sleepy hh and my mind hasn't got up from the dream wew. why do you alone at gading later E? why dont you ask someone?

els : in indonesian "ga ada yg bisa! haha" and you know what? now im in Alarm and ALONE again! my brother is playing with his friends-.- ah im so bored. what should i do ya?

me : (i call her, and she tells that she will go to somewhere. and she'll go to gading, and sit down at starbucks la piazza) then, before i closed the phone, she told that she wanted to send a message for me to solve her bored day.

els : anjir kesel banget gue sm mbak2 alay ngetawain gue lg taii khusus yg ini no english dulu lah haha

me : heh you can not be like that E. you should use english no matter what! haha. mm maybe they thought thatyou're alone because you have no friend lol

els : guess what but i meet my friend horeeeyyy! hahahaha what are you doing now D?

me : im drinking a coffee as a welcome drink. it's sooo delicious you know? heh, you meet your friend? who is she? hey let's play ATV, GOKART, FLYING FOX sometimes

els : ATV? what's that? i meet my course frined haha but i still hate the maid girlzzz iyeuw-.- ahh what taste? haha

me : ATV like a motorcycle but they use on the road-off (tadinya gue pengen jawab 'norak lo nyet' haha) wew that's so hard to drive them. hey why dont you ask the maid to accompany you? lol

els : hey you stupid i dont want to being with them. whats wrong with me bytheway? haha piggy you have to know, there's a fly in my frapu! oh jerk

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, these are some messages with a crazy monkey. i know you were bored honey, but you're so wonderful can go alone without anyone hahahahaha. poor you oohhh.

and my boyfriend asked me to go both of us saturday night later. he told thah he missed me. aaa i miss you to hey you know, but im so dilemma nih, my bestfriends ask me to go with them. so how dong? hhhhhhhhhhhhh.

you know it too blogs? yesterday my father told that my score in lessons will get better, he will give me some achievements then if they will become worse, so there's a punishment ah jerk!
i think i will do my best, and study harder.

SOME STORIES

2008-11-14T18:57:00.004+07:00

i don't know what i'm telling to. i'm so happy to the max. i've been never have a boyfriend for about 1 month. you know 1 month is not a long time right? but i felt the clumsiness.

the beginning of the story :
i've known a new guy from my bestfriend while i was in junior high school. he's the same school as her. so did you remember about my posting mm when i was drived home by someone? ok, let us forget it hahahahha. i've never felt he would be the new guy for me surely. at first, i didn't feel anything so special, just like as usual as i know a new guy. so we rushed to chatting and sometimes he texted me a message. we told each other, and i still didn't feel something different. i myself didn't conscious that i like him. but lately i felt something was changing. i realized something. i do adore him. but second i thought i wouldn't be with him. i tried to avoid him, but it changed...............

the process :
it changed on tuesday 11th november 2008.
writing. he came to my courses. first he texted me a message just confirmed me to stay there and he said that he would come there and he's on the way. and i almost forget that he said he would say something to me. i replied him, i just said 'ok blablabla'.
after finished my lesson, i went down. i suddenly came in front of him. so he talked, he said something. and that was soooooo aaarrrggg i don't know. yeah, of course i have...................

the ending :
i have a new boyfriend. in his car, i was so speechless maybe so did he. i wish this does not progress quickly. i do love him.

melin's problem :
when i got the happiness, suddenly, my bestfriend, Melinda-Babi was feeling sad and she got the stress. she just has been broken up by her boyfriend. my friend who studies at the same school as melin told me that melin cried all day. so i just called her. she told me anything. she cried. maybe this is the best decision for them. i know it has always said, but this is so right statement. so i wanna tell sorry for melin i can't continue to accompany you, but i promise i'll stand beside you. love you my piggy.

yuka's birthday :
you know, it's 14th nov. my grandma is birthday. i've called her this morning. and tomorrow the one and only brother will get his birthday. but he wants to celebrate his birthday. so, my family will go to lembang tomorrow morning. we'll spend two days there. and so big family. i wish all best for my brother, especially for his english which is better to better hhhhhh.

oke, i'll see you later. i'm gonna take a bath, then take a dinner with my mom. then, text my boyfriend, Utha a message. then, sleep. goodbye. have a nice weekend

that was fun

2008-11-09T13:28:00.003+07:00

it's 1.30 pm. i'm sitting on my pillow. i'm writing. i've just done my homework. it was drawing. i'll tell you something. last night, i had a fun time with my all friends. hesty had a 17th birthday party. but you know? it has been held at McD Boulevard Kelapa Gading. we felt like we're children, but it was so funny i swear. before we got the party, yesterday morning, we made a small surprise for hesty. at about 7 am, my friends (els, thata, rizka, icha, ina, aweng) have arrived at my house. we prepared the cake and surprise. after that, we went to hesty's by damnye's car. it's not far from my house even we can reach hers on foot. we arrived there, we parked the car far from hesty's house. so we walked, we took our pictures, and i didn't forget to record us on my handycam. we pushed the bells, novi came out and helped us to see hesty. lucky us, she haven't got up. so we came in to her bedroom, then we woke her up. we sang 'happy birthday', then she was ashamed. she closed her face with her pillow. then, she stood up on front of us. she smiled. she laughed. she couldn't say anything. she was shocked. she hugged us. she cut the blackforrest cake. we ate together. mmmm i think you must watch our video on my facebook. els has uploaded it on facebook and tagged to me. check it out yeah.

after we finished our surprise, we went back to our house. sita stayed at my house. then thata to icha. at about 4.30 pm, we went to hairdresser. then, we went to the party at about 6.30 pm. we met our friends at junior high school. we gathered. and also there were hesty's friends at senior high school and her big family. we took some photos, we sang in front of the room with aweng's band. huuuuhhhh but you know what? suddenly, there was a tragedy. i don't need to tell it on you my blogs, it's very private. my friends and i were shocked but beside, we still had fun

although it occurred at the time that was not right. ok, forget it! we left the party at about 9.45 pm. we asked permission to go home to hesty and her mother. they thanked to us. i went back to my house by aldi's car. in aldi's car there were icha, thata, sita, melin, and of course aldi. icha and melin stopped at my house. because they were picked up at my house. melin went to her house with her daddy. so last, i waited for someone who picked icha up. we talked each other, sharing, and others. at about 1 am, icha went back to her house, and i just got to my mom's bedroom and i slept. i just slept about 5 hours. at 6 am, i woke up. suddenly i felt my leg was hurt. i didn't know. i asked to my mom beside me. she told to my dad. he massaged my leg. i couldn't walk. but i tried and i tried. first i felt sick, but last it's ok. i can walk, but it still hurt. i've decided to sleep, but no no, i couldn't, i switched the tv on. and as usual, on sunday morning if i can't sleep i watched the Indonesian Morning on Metro TV in english. it talked about AMROZI cs. i've just known they have been in execution on early. i think the faster the better, but it took a long time right? you know the government has been discussing this since the first. and the decision just showed this day oohhhh, i think that was a bad decision. ok i don't need to talk like that.
hey anyway, the episode of Gossip Girl series is more and more beautiful weww, and i can't wait the next and next episode, xoxo

2008-10-25T16:59:00.005+07:00

SATURDAY MORNING :
i got up earlier, 5.30 am. i prayed subuh. i was still sleepy, so i tried to sleep as usual. but i couldn't. it took a long time to close my eyes. that was hard. so i've decided to take a piece of bread with chocolate milk. it was nice. i got to the berth, i didn't want to sleep, so i turned the tv on. i looked for the good film but no one. i was relaxing my body when i suddenly remembered about something, something frightening. that's my 1st mid semester report. it was bad really. oh my. i felt i just wanna die this minute wow. i tried to be cool. i still watched the tv. i watched the 'Indonesia This Morning' on metro tv in english. woooo, it was about the global crisis, main topic of this month of course. i was bored. i switched my computer on, then i was browsing. i opened my email, there's an email from els (monyet) who sent me some photos. then i opened my facebook to friendster. and so many more. time looked like the hell. it was 8 am. my dad went out to my brother (yuka)'s school. today, he will be given the 1st mid semester report like me. i said bye to daddy. but he forgot to bring the wallet, so my servant followed him brought his wallet. it was 8.30 am, i took a bath in mom's bathroom. i felt quite fresh. i put my clothes on. and i prepared. i called my els (monyet). i said that i will come to her house to take my magazine which left on her. she still slept when i called, oh poor you honey hehehehe. so sorry i've bothered you, love you.
at about 9.30 i went to school. my mom would take my report. on the way to school,

my heart did not stop rattle wawww. i was nervous. but stayed cool better. mom entered the school, i just went to els's house. i took my magazine and talked for awhile about 10 minutes. the ice cream walls through in front of els's. we bought and we ate together. after that, i texted message for my mom "mom have you already taken my rapot? im gonna pick you up. wait a moment please, im still in els's house". she did not reply me, but she called me. i just back to school. i picked mom up. after that, mom talked about anything, i mean about my report. woowww, sounds bad really! my physics, chemistry, biology and mathematics are bad. their score are below the averages. i wanted to cry but i can't huh, WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE!!!!!
after we talked them, we went to Erha Clinic to checked. we waited for the doctor, it took a long time. we've decided to take a lunch. we two of us together took a lunch. about 2 pm, we arrived at home. i got stress, my daddy hasn't see my score. oh i will be angried by him i thought. suddenly it turn me back to the hell. i was sleepy, i lied in my bed, i could sleep but for awhile i woke, and back to stress. i watched the tv program. RCTI, peterpan concert. it said that Peterpan will change their name. no peterpan anymore. i thought for awhile. when i was in my junior high school, mmmm about on 7th grade, i like peterpan most waw. i bought their CD and i always sing in the car with my family. it was funny. ok back, i was very stress, still. i quited. mom was sleeping. at about 3.30 pm, i heard the voice of my car in front of my home. weww i was getting stress huuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhh. Yuka was out from the car, mom just asked how's his report and he smiled at her and then he said that the report is very good with a pleased. mom just saw his report, and yaaaa not bad. his english is very good now, and it makes me happy but down too because i'm scared if someday his english better than me, and he ask me to challenge him weeeeewwww!!!!!!!!!. ok, daddy came in to house. and there was the conversation like this.

mom : dad, dita has been scared for 5 hours (lebay)
dad : why?
mom : because she was scared you will angry to her
dad : whether the score was bad?
mom : let's see
dad : huuuuhhhhhh hahahaha, wawww it was bad honey. you have to study hard ok?
dita : ya ya ya ya i trust you
dad : do not say 'ya ya' but do it ok?
dita : yeah i will dad i will
dad : it doesn't matter honey, you have bad experience so you don't want be like that right?
dita : yaaaaaa of course
dad : ok, study harder than before, you do even in your course
dita : yaaaahhhhh oke

wiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i feel relieved. calm. ok. i will do what i can't do, and i will do my best.

here it is my scores.
mathematics : 66,67
physics : 56,00
biology : 45,00
chemistry : 48,28

wewwwwwwwwww, it's bad isn't it? i'll try to close the report, and i will open my mind to get the knowledge better so please wish me luck B.
anyway, yuka and daddy have eaten at Pizza Hut Depok. but they brought their remain food. i ate, i was hungry actually. then i talked to Yuka about his school life, his friend(s) life, and so his love life. he said that he is adoring a girl. 2 years at his top. she is 9th grade while my brother is 7th grade hahaha. her name is Lala. i asked him, she has the same feeling as him or no. but he answered yes, woww, but i thanked to his confidence. then, i turned my computer on. and checked my facebook. so now, i'm here sitting on the chair, looking at the computer gizzzyyyy, and singing. i have no plan for this saturday evening, but tonight my dad will ask us to take a dinner together out. i feel i wanna go with my friends now, but i feel my family miss me to take me out together. and i still miss yuka really, tomorrow he must back to his dorm and i can't meet him for 1 week, i hope not more than that.
but now, i'm kinda confused, because i have some works to clear Hesty's 17th birthday. i take it. she asked me to look for the venue which cozy place to celebrate her bithday. wawwwwww weeeeww. maybe Kemang is one of the cozy place ever. ok, im gonna take a bath, so i'll say bye. i will write on you later B.

happy saturday night.................................................................................................................................

bestfriend(s)

2008-10-24T19:12:00.004+07:00

helooooooooooooooo, i really miss you my B. i haven't write on it since monday. today is friday, and it means, tomorrow is saturday. it is proper that i go to hang out with my friends, but you know? tomorrow will be the Hell Day ever. why? because tomorrow (saturday), my teacher will give the report of the lesson's result called 'rapot' to my mother. oh it sounds bad, doesn't it? ok well, a moment i forget it.

today, i was very bored to come to school, yesterday i had a plan. i didn't want to come to school, and i would be at home or i would go with friend. but i did not do so. i came to school until 2.30 pm. when i was taking a rest at school, my friend (els) called me and she told something. she asked me to accompany her to someone's house at cempaka putih. yeah, i would. i asked melin to join us. she wanted to go with us, but we had the different destination. she wanted to go to Gading. she would searched the birthday gift for her boyfriend. after i went out of school, els picked me and melin up by taxi. we just went to cempaka putih and we were busy to looking for the house. we got.
suddenly els felt hugry. so we two decided to go to McD, then melin went to Gading. but it all changed. we passed through the Pizza Hut at cempaka putih. so els and i went out of the taxi at Pizza Hut, and melin continued to Gading lonely hahahahaha (so sorry my melin).
we ordered food, and we ate with a voracious wewwwwww. the food was runned out by our stomach hahahahha. we felt full, then we took our picture(s). like this :

anak kelaparan yg sudah kekenyangan

after we finished our food, we paid them and then we just went to my course at rawamangun. she waited for me, actually she waited her brother, because her brother (obeth) took a course with the same place as me. she was bored, and me too. i was very confused to listen my teacher. he explained many things but i couldn't fix it. soooo, i went out of my room. i asked out. i played with els just a moment then i back to my room and did the lesson, huffffff.
finally it was end. but els and i needed to separate. she went back to her house, and either do i.
oh yeah, i had a funny story, it connected to els. when i was in my course, i played with els. then we went to toilet. she ran, and suddenly she almost came in to the male's toilet.
i just said to her, "nyetttt bego lo ngapain? itu toilet cowok". she's shy and then we laughed hahahahahahahahahahahah. if i tell like that here, it will not be fun but it was very funny actually.

actually, i am confused. i'm standing on the bad situation now. mmm have you ever been thinking about your bestfriend(s)? i know, the answer is 'yeah of course, everyday even every minute'. hoooohhhhhh, my bestfriend who lives at abroad is mad at me, oh maybe us ya ya ya. she thinks that we don't care bout her. you know my S, that we do miss you really much and much. we love you. why did you think like that? did we do something wrong? we do love you S. please, don't be like that. call us, or text us if you want to share. we will listen to yours.
S, we need to talk that we do miss you everyday? no right? we don't need to tell you like that, because our heart has told you every second, really. we do miss you our S, xoxo.

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA semuanya pasti ada hikmah nya kok

2008-10-20T17:24:00.002+07:00

hari ini seharusnya gue sekolah sampe sore seperti biasa, tp berhubung hari ini sang nyokap sedang baik, jd gue bisa keluar dr sekolah jam 11-an. ceritanya kan nyokap udh beberapa hari ga kerja gara2 sakit gejala tipes. nah hari ini karna hari senin, nyokap pengen masuk soalnya ga enak udh ga masuk beberapa hari. tp bokap masih ngelarang dia masuk, katanya nanti takut sakit lagi. nah gue iri kan tuh. akhirnya pas gue abis mandi tadi pagi dikamar gue, nyokap tiba2 masuk ke kamar gue ngasih uang jajan seperti biasa. terus terjadi percakapan yang gue awali dengan iseng2 tapi berhadiah hahahaha.

gue : bu males masuk deh
nyokap : eh ga boleh gitu, kan biar pinteeeeerrrr (sok manjain gue)
gue : males bu tapi. aaaaaahhhhhh (sambil pake seragam gitu)
nyokap : yaudah kamu izin aja nanti
gue : ya mana boleeehhh?
nyokap : yaudah sini ibu bikinin surat buat izin pulang
gue : bilangnya apa?
nyokap : bilang aja mau periksa ke dokter
gue : wiihhh yaudah
nyokap : tapi km nanti ga cuma dirumah aja ya, temenin ibu nge-cek ke dokter
gue : wah berarti kita ga boong, kan aku beneran tujuannya ke dokter
nyokap : iya tapi kan ibu yang sakit bukan kamu
gue : -____________-

cukup seneng gue. akhirnya nyokap buat surat. dan gue mohon dengan sangat, tolong jangan ada yang baca post ini guru guruku tersayang hahahahaha. sebelom gue balik kerumah, Alhamdulillah banget tumben tumben gue salat Duha. ini awal pertama gue salat Duha lagi semenjak SMP. SMP mah sering terlebih lebih waktu pas mau UAN, wawww rajin nya bukan main. gue salat Duha bareng Eva. yeaaahhh asyik hahahahahahaha. akhirnya gue balik kerumah pada pukul 11. oh thanks GOD! dan lucky me, gue ga jadi nemenin nyokap ke dokter, karena nyokap udh keburu ke dokter pas pagi2 jam 8an. haaaahhhh, nyantai lah gue dirumah.

dari kira2 2 hari yang lalu, gue berfikir sesuatu. yaaa ga penting sih, tp menurut gue sangat penting. semenjak gue putus, beberapa minggu yang lalu, yaaa itung lah sebulan yang lalu, ternyata banyak banget hikmah dibalik ini semua (jyeeehhh asik). ini beneran lho. awalnya sih iya emang sakiiiittt banget. sempet down, tp ga berlangsung lama. gue pikir emang harus gitu. namanya juga kita kan masih labil yeee, jd yaaa putus-nyambung-putus-nyambung mah biasa. putus cinta biasa. gue berusaha buat nahan. untung gue punya org tua yang baik2 dan bisa ngertiin gue. nyokap gue terutama. dia bilang kalo mantan gue itu ga perlu lah disedihin. dia ga sebaik apa yg gue kira. ini maksud nya nyokap gue udh agak kesel sm org itu. maaf ya kalo baca, bukan gue kok yang mempengaruhi nyokap gue. terus gue cerita lah ke bokap nyokap gue tentang gebetan baru gue. mereka suka kayaknya. dukung, Amin yaAllah hahaha.
balik ke hikmah tadi, setelah gue pikir2 beberapa hikmah yg gue dapet dibalik ini :

1. Sabar sabar sabar. ini emang kuncinya. buktinya gue bisa tuh sabar.
2. Positive thinking. ini dia nih, kalo gue ga berpikir jauh ke depan, atau gue berfikir munduuuurrr terus, pasti gue bakalan bunuh diri (lebay ah). eh tp serius, bisa aja kan?
3. Ingat suatu penyesalan. nah ini juga. dari sini gue bisa berfikir ke depan. maksudnya, kan gue udh tau tuh kalo penyesalan selalu dtg di blkg stlh kta menghadapi sesuatu. penyesalan biasanya berdampak buruk kan? kayak putus asa lah apa lah. it's not important, is it?
4. Inget kekurangan. ga usah sok lah di mana2. banyak kok yg lebih dr kita. apalagi kalo udh dihadapan Tuhan, ah bisa apa sih kita? (gayaaaa). sifat gue yang emg susah banget diilangin adalah MANJA. ini bukan berarti gue ga bisa ngilangin, tp gue udh usaha kok. mungkin ini karna gue anak pertama, satu2nya cewe secara adek gue cowo dan skrg dia di boarding. jadilah gue anak satu2nya dirumah, yang pasti nya kesepian. pengen banget punya byk temen. aaaaaahhhhhhhhh. nggak cuma manja, tapi juga ini lah itu lah, yg egois lah apa lah, nah dr sini nih, gue bisa nyadar tentang itu. nyadar ttg kekurangan gue. nyadar tentang sifat buruk gue. dan gue berusaha buat ilangin itu pelan-pelan.
5. Jangan terlalu nganggep sebuah hubungan terlalu serius. last but not least, kita msh kecil ya, belom tll didesek, blm tll penting lah nganggep sebuah hubungan bener2 serius. IT MEANS kita bukannya ga serius ngejalaninnya, tp berfikirnya. ga usah lah sok sok berfikir that he's or she's the real future husband or wife. jauh banget. jalanin aja dulu lah apa yang ada. makin gak jauh2 mikirnya, ga bikin ribet, slow ngejalaninnya, pasti juga masik asyik kok hubungannya. itu pasti. toh kalo jodoh ga kemana kan ya?

yaaaaa kesimpulannya sih gini, menurut gue kita masih kecil, masih labil, jadi jalanin aja apa yang ada didepan mata kita, ga usah muluk2. semakin muluk2 semakin sulit deh pasti buat jauh dr orang itu. nyantai aja, pasti tambah asyik kok. hahahahahahahaahahahhahahahahahha.

last night

2008-10-19T11:15:00.000+07:00

ceritanya kemaren gue ke Ancol sama sita sama els. berangkat dr rmh sita jam 12-an lebih. awalnya mau nonton pensi sekolah gue. guest star nya peewee sama the sigit. tp kita cuma ngejar peewee nya aja. gue kira peewee jam 2-an manggungnya. nah yaudah sampe sana kan sekitar jam setangah satuan, trus kta jalan2 dulu ke pantai. terus tiba2 tercetus ide dr sita. MAKAN DI SEGARRA!!!!!! wewwwwwwww, i want it i want it! tapiiiiiiiii cuaca ga mendukung. panaaaas banget. terik. mana itu pantai kan? kurang berasa mesra nya hehehe. tp ga papa, kita tetep ke Segarra Resto. makanannya enak, view nya asyik, harga nya jg asyik sih. nyampe disana, panas banget. tp kita tetep keukeh pengen makan dibawah, yg deket laut itu. yg ada kursi diatas pasir terus ditutupin gt deh (susah ngejelasinnya). pokoknya kl punya pacar asik deh dibawa kesitu. eh tp ternyata disitu lg ada persiapan pernikahan. jd bisanya diatas.yaudah diatas juga asik. ada yg didalem, ada yg di rooftop gt, trs ada yg diluar tp pake sofa buat santai2 gt. awalnya kta pilih yg di rooftop gt eehh tp kok lama2 terik nya kena ke kita ya? ngerasa panas banget, kita pindah ke yg diluar tp di sofa gt. asik tetep bisa liat pantai. angin laut nya masyaAllah, pengen buat kita tidur. pengen bikin kita pingsan haha (lebay). terus kita pikir2 mau makan apa. soalnya rencananya malem nya kita mau ke ps, mau makan disana. yaudah kita sepakatin kita pilih dessert aja yg bisa dimakan bertiga terus sm minuman masing2. karna itu panas bangeeeeetttttttt, gue pilih lemon squash buat minum. terus akhirnya kita pilih chocolate fondue buat bertiga. enak banget, tp coklatnya kurang berasa coklat. ada crackers, stroberi, mars mellow, brownies, soes, terus kite col col ke coklatnya. asik, tp ngenyangin banget. ga sampe abis. terus ngaso dulu bentar. nonton gossip girl di ipod si monyet, foto2 lah, si monyet sempet tidur lah. sampe kira kira jam 2an kita bayar, terus ke pasar seni liat pensi. turun dr mobil, kta bingung panggung nya dimana. eehh ternyata masuk kedalam dikit. diluar2 situ banyak cowo2 ga jelas. alay. nyeremin. kita bingung. yaudah jalan2 kaya org bego. 10 menitan disana, gue males ke depan. akhirnya kita mutusin buat ke ps aja. lagian peewee ga manggung2. dan disitu gue lg males sm banyak org (yg ga perlu gue sebutin). dan yg bisa mebahagiakan gue adalah 2 org temen tersayang gue yg lg ada disebelah gue (els dan sita).

kita jalan ke ps. sampe sana nyari cd jason mraz kaga ada. terus mau nonton tp takut ga bisa ketemuan sm icha di senci. mau maen di tempat games XXI nya penuh banget. yaudah, jalan jalan. ke sogo dan bla bla bla, sampe akhirnya kita ketemu sama Utha temennya icha, terus dibawa deh kita ke senci. nah yg di senci ga usah diceritain. pokoknya yang namanya ELS, SITA, dan ICHA adalah ORANG YANG PALING JAHAT SEDUNIAAAAAAAAAA HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA..............................................................................................................

alhamdulillah gue pulang dengan selamat sampe rumah. eehh sialan dirumah lg pada pergi. nyokap bokap dan adek gue yg lg pulang kerumah, pergi gt aja ninggalin gue. ga pamit. kata embak gue udah dr tadi. widiiihhh iri dong ya gue. tiba2 nelpon lah si nyokap. ngecek gue ada dimana jam 9-an kurang. gue bilang udah dirumah. eh si nyokap bilang 'tumben ga malem2 banget pulangnya. yaudah bentar ya, bentar lg juga nyampe rumah kok'. buset dah jahat bener itu omongannya. kesannya gue ga bisa diandalkan hahahahaha.

udah deeehhhhh, dan pagi ini gue ngerasa ngantuuuuukkkkkk bgt tp ga mau tidur. eh salah maksud gue ga bisa tidur. yaudah deh gue bangunin si monyet, trs kita chat nih ahahahahaha. maafkan aku mengganggu tidurmu nak. karena many things i want to talk to hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. udah ah entar sore gue nganter adek gue lagi ke dorm nya. huuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh happy sundaaaaaaayyyyyy, have fun guys.

si monyet dan sifat nya yg terlalu memonyetkan hahahaha, iloveyou

2008-10-17T19:58:00.000+07:00

janji gue yg kemaren. mau cerita ttg chating-an gue sm si els monyet. jadi inti ceritanya sebenernya, dia masih menyayangi mantan nya.

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Dita says:

Yaoloh nyet

Dita says:

Sabar yaaa

Dita says:

Jgn gt!

Dita says:

Kan dia udh pny cewe kan?

Dita says:

Nah udah udah, cr cowo aja

Dita says:

Temennya utha deh hehehe

Els says:

gabisa gue sadar banget gue masih sayang sama dia gue nunggu aja deh HA

HA

Els says:

kutunggu dudamu hahahaha

Els says:

eh sabtu gimana men?

Els says:

tumben pake ebud

Dita says:

Ah serius lo? Ah gila apa2an haha

Dita says:

Bego! Yg ada kutunggu jandamu dodol

Dita says:

PC gue ah najis deh. Kmrn internetnya, eh hr ini PC geblek

dan seperti biasa, muncullah ke go to the blok-kan kami berdua...................................................................................

Dita says:

Tauuu, pas gua nyalain bunyi 'tiiiiit' terus ga mau nyala

Els says:

itu tandanya kabelnya belom dicolokin begooo hahaha

Els says:

wooo cantikan gue pokoknya tapi ama danil hahaha gue agi gila men

Dita says:

Heh bodoh! Ih emg gua go to the blok? Ya udah dipasang lah tu kabel

dan tiba tiba, ke be to the go nya si monyet jalan ...............................................................

Els says:

bab mau pura2 ga?

Dita says:

Pura2 ape?

Els says:

pura2 lo jadi danil gue lagi pengen ngomong ini ke dia tapi ga mungkin

Dita says:

Yaudah oke oke

Dita says:

Ayok

Els says:

aarrr I HAVE LOVED YOU FROM THE VERY FIRST TIME NIIIL,CAN YOU JUST

 REALIZE ME? putuskanlah saja pacarmu lalu bilang i love youuuu padakuuuuuuu

Els says:

hahahahahihihihuhuhuhehehehohoho

agak kasian juga sih ngeliat orang yg setres kayagini. maaf ya nyet maaf, gue takut banget lo mengikuti jejak nya si Adam Mahendra alian Damnye. nyet, jangan sampe ya nyet. gue takut. takut ga ada temen hewan hewanan. takut ga ada temen pergi. takut ga ada temen nyanyi. takut ga ada temen chat. takut ga ada temen buat nonton gossip girl. takut ga ada temen nebeng. takut ga ada temen yg bisa ngasih gue duit hahahahahaha (sialan yg ini). kalo ceritain ttg si monyet satu ini emang ga ada habis nya. selain dia yg sangat kontroversi dengan sifat kemonyetannya (hah gue kaga ngerti ini). si monyet satu ini paling the best lah. sampe the best, dia pernah ngajak gue cabut sekolah. jadi ceritanya, dia itu lagi libur sekolahnya gara2 kelas 3 nya lagi try out gt. nah ga tau kenapa sekolah gue kaga libur. gue kalo sekolah kan dianter si bokap, gue bilang aja kalo gue masuk siang gara2 kelas 3 ada try out dr pagi. gue bilang gue masuk jam 9. bokap gue mah percaya percaya aja hahaha. gue mandi, pake baju sekolah. nyokap gue juga kan kerja tuh ya. oke, gampang. seperti biasa si embak mah gampang diajak CS-an hahahaha. gue naek ojek pake baju seragam, takut2 ketemu nyokap atau bokap dijalan. alhamdulillah sampe. terus sampe rumah si monyet, gue ganti baju. si monyet ngajak ke McD kalimalang, yaudah makan disana. ketemu kaka kaka kelas nya si monyet yg abis try out hahahaha. oke, seling seling kite makan sampe siaaaaaaaang. balik lg kerumah si monyet. nah ga tau gimana ceritanya, gue setres banget, tiba2 bokap nelpon ke hp, ga gue angkat takut beresiko. dua kali kl ga salah. ga lama kemudian, nyokap yg nelfon. lailah sumpah ini jaraaaang bangeeeeetttt. mana pernah sih bokap nyokap nelfon hampir bersamaan gt, apalagi kalo gue nya lagi sekolah. kalo ga ada yg penting2 banget mah mereka lupa sm anaknya.

oke, yang nyokap gue angkat akhirnya setelah berapa kali gue kasian liat telp nyokap ga diangkat2. ternyata nyokap cuma nanya sesuatu. gue lupa dan itu ga berhubungan dengan kecabutan gue kerumah si monyet. nah jam setengah 4 gue ada les keyboard di purwacaraka. gue bilang aja, nanti mau ngaso dulu dirumah els, terus ntar ke tempat les nya dr rumah els. lah nyokap gue bingung, kan gue abis dr sekolah langsung ke tempat les biasanya. karna waktu mepet. gue setres, akhirnya gue bilanga aja gue pulang cepet jam 2an, trs maen dulu kerumah els. alhamdulillah oke juga. akhirnya selesai. nah si bokap masih telpon. tetep ga gue angkat. gue setres, masalahnya kl bokap bener2 keajaiban dunia tiba2 nelpon gue. ga gue angkat. gue nelpon ke nyokap. gue bilang kl tadi bokap telpon, tp ga keangkat soalnya lg belajar (sepik). ga berapa lama, nyokap nelpon gue lagi. katanya ternyata bokap mau ngajakin pulang bareng, soalnya siang ini dia udah pulang. yailah jeger banget. gue kan lagi ga ada di sekolah. ini dirumah si monyet. yaudah gue bilang ke nyokap suruh bilang ke bokap biar gue ga usah dijemput soalnya kan ntar les. okeeeeeeeeee, akhirnya ga jadi dan gue selamaaaaat. nyet mudah mudahan lo inget ye tentang ini, dan muka gue yang stres banget kala itu. dan yg kedua mudah mudahan abis baca ini lo minta maaf sm gue oke. dan yang nganterin gue ke tempat les, nunggu gue selese les keyboard, dan yg nganterin gue pulang ORANGNYA GA PERLU DICERITAIN KARENA ORANG ITU SUDAH TIDAK PENTING DALAM HIDUP GUE.

D'massiv dan nyokap

2008-10-16T18:48:00.000+07:00

hey good evening my B (blog). how are you doing? are you ok? how's your life? oohhh i think you can't answer my question right? skip.

tadi gue sekolah. pas lagi pelajaran kimia PM, kan kelas kimia deket sama kelas geografi. nah ga tau anak sos brp. tp kayanya sih anak sos 4 lagi pada nyanyi nyanyi gt. ga ngerti deh tuh ada gurunya apa nggak. anak anak dikelas gue pada diem. terus dengerin. ternyata mereka nyanyi lagu nya D'massiv-merindukanmu. nah ngomong2 D'massiv, sumpah lagu nya enak enak banget, tp yaa agak alay. jujur aja ini tapi lagunya enak enak banget. ini aja gue lg dengerin apalagi yg merindukanmu. oh my oh my. yang ngakuin enak bukan cuma gue doang. ada Els si monkey, Icha td nelpon terus kita nyanyi nyanyi kaya org bego, Eva td kita nyanyi dikelas, Namira lewat chat dia promosiin. alay sih alay. tapi enaknya ga nahan. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ga bisa nahan nyanyi nih

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................................................. Selama akuuuuuuuu masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalaaaann
ku kan slalu memujamu
meski ku tak tau lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
engkau ada diiiiiiiiiiiiiimanaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
dengarkan aku
ku merindukanmuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

haaaaahhhhhh, lagu nya asyik banget banget. tp paling enak ini dinyanyiin bareng bareng terus buat lucu-lucuan aja. kalo buat lagi sedih2, lg mellow2 sendiri dikamar, diiihhhh NGGAK. hahahahahahahaahhahahahahaha

siangnya pas jam pelajaran terakhir, pelajaran biologi. tiba2 nyokap sms gue. tumben. dia hari ini emang cuti kerja. masih sakit. belom sembuh. kasian. ini bener gue samain tulisan sms nya.

nyokap : Dit krn msm org skt jadi dita hrs bnyj (mksd nya 'banyak') minum n mkn yg bergizi yah. skt itv ('itu') gak enak.

gue : -__________- gue baca udh kaya org bego. agak aneh. tp ga gue bales. ngerasa masih agak bayi hahaha di sms kaya gitu.

nyokap : Dita ibu kangen nih. Ibv ('ibu') lg skt gak smbh2?

gue : Yauda aku pulang. Ga usah les aja deh bu. Palaku jg pusing (ini serius). Tp msh 1 pljrn lg. Ke dktr dlu aja bu skrg.

nyokap : Ya udah dita jam brp plg?

gue : jam stgh 4 bu. Aku plg naek ojek aja. Bu, mintain embak buat asinan dong (masih sempeeeeettttt hehe)

nyokap : Gak les gak apa2 dit? Ya udah naik ojek aja ya. Asinan mll ('mulu'). Adanya timun.

gue : -_______________- gak bales lagiiiiii

agak takut. agak sedih. sampe rumah nykap cerita kalo dia td mual banget. terus muntah. tapi sebelom muntah dia badannya kerasa ga enak bgt ga tau mau ngapain. katanya udah kayak mau mati. yaAllah sereeemmm. awalnya emang gue agak parno parno juga. hah serem. oke, get well soon mom. o iya, semalem gue chat sm monyet gue si Els. besok deh ya gue ceritain chat-gila sama si monyet gue hahahaha.

tulisan bocah yg sedang bosan

2008-10-15T12:20:00.000+07:00

it's boring time. i went out of my home, i saw the sky. i saw the sun. i saw the whole world, kidding. i felt hot, hotter, hotter, and hottest. no air oh no air, like my mind and my soul. they talked to me that they can't feel like this all day long. they gave me some comments, and i received. huuuhhhh, my mind is empty. empty and empty. and now, they are gonna try to fix it and refresh.

yesterday i came to BP, my natural sains lessons course. it was chemisssssssssssssssssssuuck! i couldn't put it to my mind. i couldn't understand what the teacher was talking about.

anyway, there was the great holiday from friday-sunday 12th oct. i went to cipanas with my family. mom, dad, brother, and i. we spent 2 nights at Novus Hotel. we all had fun. we sang together, we played and we went out. on saturday night, we went to taman safari and joined the team to saw the animals. we joined the safari malam team. i brought my handycam, and theeennn i recorded them all, although my handycam is low bat and had to charge hahahahahaha. i could see my dad's smileeeee, my brother, and my mom. but my mom felt sick. she was sleepy and had to take some rest. but she was happy, i saw her smile, i swear.
i just realize that my parents love their children. they did their work, they came to their office from monday till friday. they always go out from the morning till evening. they must be tired, but they still look like young couple, give their smile, their jokes everyday. ilovethem.

on sunday, icha had a small party in Grand Indonesia, but i couldn't come because i just back to house in the evening. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhhuhuhuhuhuhhuuhuhhuhuhuhuhuhuhuuhhuhuuhu.

and now, i'm very very very bored. like the hell. i wanna eat but i'm not hungry. i wanna take a bath but i have. i wanna singing to the whole world, but i can't. i wanna watch my dvds but i............................................. yeah yeah, i want i want it! ahahahaahahahahahhaha. bye

selingan lingan

2008-10-09T21:11:00.000+07:00

rasanya gue pengen bgt cepet tidur, cepet besok, dan berlibur sama nyokap bokap adek........................................ terus pengen banget besok-minggu tuh lama banget. masalahnya senen udh masuk sekolah, udah enek banget gue dengernya. dimana mana macet. ga sesuka hati gue mau jalan kemana mana. les udah on. ah gila emg hidup selalu begini ya ga pernah tuh ada hidup yg sesuka hati. huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu oke anyway, gue hr ini nonton Laskar Pelangi. padahal gue males bgt tuh. ga tertarik. eehhh tp adek gue kan udh nonton duluan, dan kata adek gue film nya seru. trs gue jg kan dr dulu belom selese2 tuh baca novel nya ahhaha. yaudah gue tergugah lah buat nonton. gue ajak nyokap, adek gue, mama (kakanya nyokap gue), papa (suaminya mama), teteh, dan mas novan. karena teteh dan mas novan punya anak masih agak bayian gt, ga mungkin dong ya anak bayi gt betah ngedekem di bioskop, jd kita nonton berlima aja. kita nonton di senayan city. pas nonton gila awalnya sih lucu lucu aja, eehhh agak mau ketengah tengah mulai deh tuh kerasa sedihnya. mau nangis, tp gue tahan malu ah. nah nyokap gue sm si mamah nangis gt hahaha. sedih bgt katanya. dasar tua tua keladi. abis nonton ketemuan lg sm teteh, mas ovan, and also zinetta of course. abis itu kita kelaperan pengen makan. kita makan di PS. sekalian gue nge-starbucks bentar. gue ga terlalu suka tempat starbucks di senayan city. kayanya ga cozy aja gt. sampe di PS, abis ngopi starbucks, gue ke foodcourt cari makanan. gue makan tamani. yg lain ga tau deh, lain lain pokoknya. terus nyokap dll jalan jalan gt. gue masih di foodcourt makan cemilan2 ga jelas sama teteh, mas novan, dan zinetta. tiba2 gue ngeliat 2 anak cewe, yg satu gue kenal kayanya. eehh ternyata itu adeknya billa. jadi ceritanya, billa ini sebenernya temen gue yg ga sengaja kenal. waktu itu gue iseng2 pas SMP ikut2a test IIBS (International Islamic Boarding School). melin, gue, hesty, ucul ikutan ini. gue tes di Century Tower wkt itu. gue sih emg udh ga niat sekolah di asramah2 gt, tp kan iseng iseng lah ya. nah gue kesana dianter bokap. waktu itu melin sm hesty nebeng. terus sampe sana, bego banget kita emang, ternyata pada pake kerudung gt anak2 yg test. kan malu ya, udah kita pake seragam Al-Azhar tp ga make kerudung gt. oke gpp, kita cuek bebek bebek. nah si billa billa itu udh dateng kesana emang duluan. kita awalnya gosip gosipan gt, "iiihh ni anak cantik banget yaaa". billa emg cantik bgt ga bisa dipungkiri. cantiiiiiikkkkkkkk bgt, baik bgt, asik bgt. nah pas lg test, org2 mah ya diem2 aja gt ga berani ribut. eeehh kita bertiga mah malah nyontek2an. padahal ketauan tp kta tetep aja bandel. terus kita ngliat billa, kasian banget kayanya ni org ga ada temen contek gt. tp mukanya bingung. mgkn hati dia bilang gini, "ah babi nih gua pake ikutan tes kayagini, mampus kan gue punya temen kaya mereka bertiga. udah kaya anak ayam pas pagi berkokok terus" hahahahaha. gt kali ya?

abis test kita kenalan. nah seinget gue dia dr Solo, dan inget bgt kita tuker2an nomer hp gt ke dia, trs kenalan sm mama nya, sampe pelukan gt soalnya abis test dia langsung ke Solo buat ngurus pindahnya dia ke jakarta. padahal baru aja kenalan, tp sedih bgt rasanya pengen pisah. terus kita sempet ngbrl2 sebentar. cerita2. ternyata rumahnya dia kl di jakarta tuh ada di Jaka Permai. yaaa bekasi sana sana lah gt. dan kl ga salah juga sd nya pernah di Al-Azhar Jakapermai. terus udah tuh ya ngobrol2nya, abis itu kita pisah. sedih banget. nah kita sampe rumah telp2an, smsan lah, apa lah. udh bilang kangen aja tuh gue sm dia. pokoknya keep contact terus deh. lama lama jadi dekeeeeeeeeeetttt bgt. nah kan si Ucul jd tuh sekolah di iibs, waktu gue sm anak2 laen dateng buat ngejenguk dia di asramah, kita ketemu lg sm billa. terus kerasa kangeeeeeennnn banget. kita ngobrol2. peluk2. cium2. hahahahahhahaha sampe skrg jd deket deh pokoknya. comment comment-an lewat fs. terus janjian terus pengen ketemuan, tp belom ada waktu.

finally, td pas di PS, gue liat kan adeknya dia, nah ga lama gue liat dia sama cowoknya, trs temen2 cowonya. gue dadahin, dia ga liat. gue dadahin lagi, ga liat lg. yaudah hopeless. eehh gue inget gue kan punya nomer nya dia yg baru...................................... awalnya gue salah sambung, gue coba lg pake nomer satunya, nyambung. diangkat. billa.

billa : iya kenapa ditaaaaaaaaaaaaa?
gue : billa, aku liat km
billa : hah dimana dimana?
gue : km di ps kan bil?
billa : ih ditaaaa iya, km dimana?
gue : gue di McD bil di depan McD, sini dong
billa : iya iya bentar yaaaaa

gue tunggu. trs kita jalan gt. kaya romeo&juliete lagi ketemu gt di padang pasir. sampe tengah, kita ciuman pipi kiri-kanan, terus pelukan. agak lama. kangen banget. gue bilang gue kangen. dia juga bilang kangen. terus kita lucu-lucuan. kata dia, "iihh kita kalo janjian pasti ga jadi deh, tp kaya gini nih kita ga sengaja ketemu hehehe". terus cerita2 gt bentar. nah berhubung gue mesti ke kantor bokap, ya gue udahin lah conv kita. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa terus ciuman lg, pelukan lagi agak lama. bilang kangen lg. bla bla bla lah. aaaaaaaaaaaaa bilaaaaaaaaaaa, masih kangeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

terus selesai, gue ke kantor bokap gt. nah balik lah kira2 jam 5-an gt. terus dijalan, kan bokap gue didaerah slipi kantornya, terus bokap gue lewatin jalur busway, eeeehhh dr kejauhan polisi berentiin gt. gue udh males aja. udh takut. secara bokap gue mah kaga pny sim tua2 begitu haha. eeehhh ga nyangka bokap gue klaksonin dr jauh itu kira 4 kalian lah. buset dah, gue kira nyari mati kali nih bokap gue. eehhh tiba2 tu tanga polisi nya kaya nyilakin mobil bokap buat lanjut. lah gue heran. ngapa kaga dikejar. gue ngbrl lah sm bokap.

gue : lah kok, dia ga jadi nilang?
bokap : yaiyalah, org udh di klaksonin berkali2
gue : lah emg ga papa? kok ga ngejar sih?
bokap : yaiyalah kan kita ga salah sebenrnya itu kan busway belom jalan,jd msh ga papa dilewatin. kita harus berani, kl ga berani mah dia yg bakal berani sm kita. kan kita ga salah.

............. oke, im gonna sleep

hari menyebalkan, melelahkan, meletihkan, tp SANGAT MENYENANGKAN

2008-10-07T21:39:00.001+07:00

akhiiiiiiiiirnya, hari ini gue sm teman2 gue jd jalan. kita jalan ke Melawai gt gara2 si Aweng minta ditemenin nyari tas dan kawan2. karna semuanya pd ga bisa bawa mobil hari ini, dan bla bla bla tak ada yg mengantar-antar, kami memutuskan untuk naik busway ke blok M. awalnya pada ngumpul dulu dirumah gue. bilangnya sih ye, pada mau pagi jam 9-an gt. eeeehhh ngaret jam 10-an. awal yg dtg kerumah gue si Melinda babi, terus si Aweng harimau, si Rizka, dan si Aldi. si Ucul lama beneeeeerrrrrr. akhirnya gue tlp aja taxi. sampe taxi nya dateng, si Ucul ternyata masih dirumah. rrrrrrrrr semua pada kesetanan. akhirnya kita sepkatin buat ketemuan sm Ucul deket pom bensin. bayangkan yah, naek taksi empit2an tp ga kerasa tuh, kita mah kan gila2 semua. mau sempit kaya apa juga tetep aja berisik, serasa lg naek mobil pribadi huahahhaa. ga tau deh ya tuh si driver ngmg apa didalem hatinya. ga peduli. oke, kita sampe di shelter busway, turun, kita ketemu Haffi, pacarnya Aweng. terus ketemu Tommy, pacarnya Rizka. oke deh ya tuh, mereka pacaran pacaran gt, bikin iri. secara gue baru putus. akhirnya gue, aldi, ucul, melin bikin geng sendiri. menjauh dr orang2 pacaran. kita pacaran berempat. pegangan tangan berempat. si Aldi kan cowo, ya kita anggep aja sebagai cowok 1 untuk semua hahaha. gandengan berempat diliatin sana sini, bodooooo yang penting kita serasi jalan berempat dan kita pacaran. titik. masuk ke dalam bus transjakarta, kita dibelakang gt. ga dapet tempat duduk. enek rasanya pengen muntah secara agak desek-desekan. eh tp kita mah mau dikasih apa juga tetep gila. kita ga kerasa tuh desek-desekan. kita ngobrol gila2an, sampe ketawa2an, sampe teriak-teriakan (sampe driver bus nya denger kali yee), sampe jungkir balik&kayang (lebay ini). nah disinilah suatu konflik terjadi. ini beneran ga direkayasa. jd, ceritanya pas kita lg gila2an, lg ngobrol kesana kemari, lagi ngomongin geng geng ga jelas, lg ngetawain org2, lg berbuat dosa gosipin org2, tiba tiba................................. mas mas dibelakang kita yg sedang duduk teriak, "wey, diem dong! berisik bgt sih!". org2 otomatis ngeliatin kita. Ucul yang lg ketawa2 gila, langsung diem. hening sementara karena kaget, tiba2 gue bilang ke Ucul, "udah cul gpp lanjutin aja" terus gue ketawa nyengir. bebas. kaga takut. gue liatin tu org muka udh kaya s#!6)()*&(. pengen gue katain. gue tuh emg dibesarin sm bokap gue untuk ga takut sm siapapun. dan bokap gue bener2 keras org nya, nurun ke adek gue dan gue. sampe pernah wkt itu bokap nanya, "dit di SMA km skrg yg lg hip geng apa?". gue jawab, "Pemuda Pancasila. kata bokap, "Ah dit kalo diapa-apain ga usah takut sm geng itu, km punya relasi kok ke 234 SC (geng nya Abi Yapto). tenang aja, gampang itu mah. gak usah sok tuh mereka". weeesss dr situ gue mikir, asik juga ye nih kalo gue bikin ulah haha, ga deng candaaaaaaaaaa. oke lanjut, ke tadi. gue itu org nya emosian. gue sindir2 tuh org. "kenapa sih, ini kan PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION (gayanya udh kaya Cinta Laura gue ngomongnya) yaa, bukan your private car gt. sah sah aja deh, depan jg byk yg ngbrol kenapa kta doang yg kena?". terus gue teriak-teriak aja gt. org nya..................... ke laut aja! udah sebel banget sm kita. pokoknya gue emosi bgt. sampe pas kita transit di shelter dukuh atas (kl ga salah), gue turun trs ngmg ke anak2 "mana sih org nya? gue pgn liat muka nya kaya apa". ga keliatan jg org nya. gue bt. gue kira tu org udh mati kelindes ban bus transjakarta. eeeeh tiba-tiba ada yg nyenggol gue, terus jalan cepet ke arah depan gue. gue sadar itu org yg tadi. dia jalan nya cepet gt. bikin geram. sok paling ganteng (kaya mantan gua hahaha). sok eksis. gue bt. gue teriak "aduhhhhh biasa aja dong ya, bla bla bla bla bla (sensor, dan banyak bgt gue caci maki sm si Ucul jg ikutan, melin jg sampe tu org udh jauh sm kita). alhamdulillah. sampe di shelter blok M kita bingung ke Melawai Plaza nya. buta jalan. pacarnya rizka sok tau, aldi apalagi, gue lebih apalagi. nunjukin jalan sesat alias muter muter et dahhhhhhh. sampe di Melawai Plaza ada yg mau makan krn laper, mau beli baju, mau beli gelang2an (gue bgt ini) dll. akhirnya kta putusin untuk belanja2 dulu, biar sekalian laper. abis belanja ini-itu, gue dong gantian. nyari gelang2an gt. dapet. dapet. gue beli 2, eeehhhh masih belom puas, gue beli 2 lagi. dan alhamdulillah gue dapet 4 biji. yaaaaaaa nguras duit jg sih, ah tp gpp lah ya hahaha. terus udh selese ngeborong, kita puas. eh tp aweng belom. dia nyari baju sm Ucul. kita nungguin mereka gt. kita foto2 kaya org gila. ga tau malu. diliatin org, ah tp cuek lah gpp. yaudah sambil foto2 kita bingung mikir makan dimana. ada yg mau di kemang (gue&melin), semanggi (aldi&haffi), senayan (aldi), mahakam (rizka dan tommy), bulungan (gue), depan alpus (gue), taman senopati (gue&tommy), dll........................................................................... nah td nya udh fix mau di kemang, tp kita tiba2 inget GAK ADA YANG BAWA MOBIL, DAN HARUS CAPEK LAGI NAIK TAKSI ATAU BAJAJ. oke, kita mikir2 juga. yaudah ujung2nya adalah............................................................ kita makan di Pasaraya Grande. secara kan tinggal jalan ke belakang gt. masuk Pasaraya Grande, gilaaaaaaa dingin. kita semua ngadem dulu kaya org udik. mslhnya panasnya naujubileh. terus kita ke arah foodcourt dibawah. gue sm Ucul pesen dimsum bareng2. Ucul nambah nasi timbel beserta ayam goreng. gue sate padang dan lontong. yg laen pd makan nasi goreng kebanyakan plus apa apa nya lah gt. ice cream bla bla bla. selesai makan, pastinya foto foto. foto foto. foto foto. nah ga ketinggalan, ceng cengin si Rizka sama tommy. secara mereka baru jadian gt belom ada sebulan. dan gue setres ga punya pacarnya keluar ya jd begini :

gue : wah lu hati2 tom, lo parah lo, lo kan ga tau tom rizka ky gmn
tommy : wah iya nih, emg dia kygmn? bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
melin : dr SMP tuh ya dit dia
gue : iya mel, parah banget kan ya mel? ceritain mel

(si rizka cuma ketawa2 aja, sambil senyum2, sambil blg 'sialan lu' dll)

ucul : lo ga tau kan, gue pernah liat dia tuh di hoteeeel..................
gue : sentral malem2, astaghfirullah riz
ucul : eh rizka gt2 anak clubbing lho, ya kan riz?
gue : iya, waktu itu ngapain riz ikut2 kita ke X2, terus riz wkt itu kok gue liat lo ya di Embassy, eh riz, yg wkt itu kta ke X2 ga jadi apa jadi ya?

bla bla bla

ucul : iya iya tuh, hayoooo riz.
tommy : wah wah gue pulang ah pulang. hahahahhahahahah
ucul : eh eh lo tom, anak baru lho disini, kita ospek dulu dong
melin : iya lo kta ospek dulu sini
gue : sini siniiiiiiiiii, heh ank baru tuh ga usah gaya2 lah ya, biasa aja. lo hrs kuat di ospek
tommy : wah sialan lu, wah sampe lu masuk YAI gue udh nyiapin ruangan khusus buat lo. gue ospek mati2an. hahahahahahhahahaahha

terus kita ketawa mati-matian deh sampe terasa kenyang banget, kita pulang. kaya ga ada dosa abis ngata2in org, ngomongin org lah, apalah. pulang kita naek busway lg. kerasa bgt capeknya. eeehh tiba2 ga tau gmn asalnya, si haffi numpangin kita naek mobilnya, dan ga tau gmn ceritanya supir nya dia ada. kita tunggu supirnya hafi di Arion (penting ga sih nih kesini?). kita mulai laper lg. kita masuk ke McD. duduk. pesen ini-itu. minuman lah. ice cream lah. apa lah. duduk. foto foto lg bener2 gila. kaya org gila beneran maksud gue. abis itu, dijemput tiba2 haaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh penderitaan selesai. gila2an di mobil haffi. dengerin gen fm, nyanyi Laskar Pelangi, Lirih, dll.................. pdhl suara mah sumbang2 aja gt. ya gpp. pertama dianter adalah GUE. hahahahaha hidup gueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, thanks hafiiiiiiiiii. sayang Cule, Melin babi, Aweng&Hafi, Rizka&Tommy, Aldi.

tuesday morning

2008-10-07T07:03:00.000+07:00

Astaghfirullah, ini udah lebih 7 harian lewat lebaran, tp gue belom ngucapin selamat hari lebaran. Maaf yaaa, mohon maaf lahir batin, minal aidin wal faidzin.

Anyway, gue cerita aja lah ya ttg lebaran kemaren. Hari pertama gue abis salat id salam-salaman sama tetangga2. terus abis itu gue ga langsung ke rumah eyang gue, dikarenakan bokap gue yg lagi sakit. Ga tau, tiba2 sakit gt. Masuk angina ga jelas dan sebagainya. Akhirnya dia diurutin nyokap gue, terus tidur dulu. Abis Zuhur baru deh kerumah eyang gue-nyokap nya bokap gue di Kemang. Sebelomnya waktu msih dirumah eyang gue udh nelpon knp belom dateng kesana. Gue bilang bokap gue lg istirahat bentar soalnya agak ga enak badan gt. Trs kata eyang gue, yaudah bokap gue malah disuruh istirahat dulu aja. Si Namira dan Fadel udh nyampe sana. Mungkin eyang gue ngerasa kesepian kali ya, secara anaknya emg cuma 4 biji, terus yang disana baru 3. kurang lengkap.

Oke gue sampe rumah eyang gue. Gue salaman sm eyang gue, sm eyang kakung. Trs disana ada eyang Aco dan keluarga. Ada tante Fifin. Ternyata Namira lagi singgah ditempat lain. Tadi udh dari sana, nah terus kerumah sodara nya dr bokap nya dulu, trs nanti balik lagi kerumah eyang gue.

Nah ga lama dari gue dateng anak nya eyang kakung gue. Nah cucu nya itu ada salah satu pemain film gitu. Namanya Adhitya Putri. Ya yang tau, ya tau lah ya. Terus abis salaman sama dia, bla bla bla basa basi seperti biasa, gue maen sama Nayla, sepupu gue yg paling kecil anaknya tante Fifin. Setelah gue maen-maen, yaudah ga lama Nami dateng pake kebaya2 gt. Langsung dia masuk kamar nya eyang ibu, ganti baju. Pake t-shirt dan shorts, ck Namiraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa init uh lebaran hahahaha. Nah oke, abis itu gue ngerasa LAPER BANGET GA TAU KENAPA. Gue makan lah opor ayam pake ketupat bikinan eyang gue. Abis itu gue makan spaghetti buatan eyang gue juga. Hhhhhhhhhh parah banget ga sih itu? Nah oke, abis itu gue tiba2 dipanggil Namira suruh ke ruang tamu. Buat, biasaaaa anak zaman sekarang lah ya suka nya foto-foto. Terus kita foto2 gt sama eyang ibu, sama adhitya putri dll. Wih seneng juga rasanya foto sama si model-Namira, dan seorang entertainer-Aditya Putri (hahaha agak norak ya?). ini fotonya :

kiri-kanan : Eyang ibu, gue, Namira, Nayla, Aditya Putri

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InsyaAllah hari ini gue jalan sm si aweng&cowoknya si haffi, melin babi, ucule, rizka&cowoknya, aldi bendi, dan pastinya adek gue si Yuka yang ngebeeeett banget kalo gue jalan sm temen2 gue. ritual adek gue adalah mohon2 biar ikut jalan sm gue sm temen2 gue. ga tau kenapa. dia terhipnotis mungkin dengan kebaikan dan kegilaan temen2 tersayang gue. sampe pernah waktu itu, dia mau jalan sm temen2nya, terus gue mendadak diajak jalan sm temen2 gue eeeehhh dia batalin dah tuh sm temen2nya, terus beranjak prgi bareng gue hahaha. yang gue seneng tuh ya kalo cowok jalan, biasanya mereka melakukan ritual semacam olahraga. contohnya, berenang lah, maen futsal lah, maen bulu tangkis lah, maen baseball lah, maen tennis lah, dan sebagainya gt deh. itu dilakuin adek gue dan teman2nya. oke oke. hari ini rencananya kita jalan ke Melawai. belom tau naik apa. supir-supir pada masih di kampung, embak-embak di kampung jg (lho ini ga ngaruh ya?), supir supir taxi ga tau deh ya ada apa ga, dan ga tau juga nih ada yg bisa bawa mobil apa ga hr ini. yaaa kalo ga ada semua itu, GAMPANG! alternatif laen adalah dengan menaiki busway. yaaaa mudah2an aja teman2 tersayang tau lah ya rute rute nya hahahahhaa. oke mudah2an kita jadi hari ini, dan saya bisa segera bersenang2 dan teriak teriak dg teman2 tersayang hahahahha, bye x.o.x.o

among my soul and I

2008-10-06T12:09:00.000+07:00

today is my new day, why? because i'll have a new new new new day. i don't have boyfriend like before. i don't have a guy who loves me as usual for 1 years before. i had hurt of course but i'll change my heart and soul by myself. i'm looking for someone hahahha just kidding, i believe someday i'll find someone, a guy, a man who loves me endlessly like my dad's song that called LOVE IS WAITING. now, i'll try my best for myself. i try to be strong. i do. in my loneliness like this, i had a conversation with myself. actually my soul and I.

this is the conversation this morning.

me : hey, how are you doing?
my soul : well hmmm like usual
me : hey, you try to lied me. i know you hey i know!
my soul : no, you don't know me oke?
me : i do! i do! what's the matter? hey tell me.
my soul : i'm fine, well. trust me
me : oh please don't be a liar. you are us. we are you.
my soul : i don't know why, but i'm just feeling not well. not in the mood, bad mood
me : you know what you got, you know why'd you get hurt, you know.
my soul : i know, but i'm scared of my mind and also my heart
me : why?
my soul : because i can't let it go, i can't. i try to worn it, but i can't.
me : you can you can you can, listen to me please.............
my soul : NO NO NO! i don't want to hear you ok?
me : hey. please.
my soul : ok.
me : you can solve them, you can. please you go to your bedroom, then you'll get the mirror, you'll see what happened to you.
my soul : then?
me : you know who you are. you are Audita Ananda Nundini who grows with the perfect family. your mom and dad love you much, and really much. they don't wanna see their daughter fells sad or something. you can up your lips, then you can smile.
my soul : then?
me : look at the mirror again ok? you'll see your eyes. are your eyes watering? and the answer is yes! do you wanna see your eyes like that? of course not right? then you'll see your face. you are very beautiful, ya ya trust me. i want you to know that you are beautiful then please delete your tears, go smile, and go ahead. don't think you can't get the other guy ya.
my soul : oh yeah, thank you. i'll be stronger than this, i promise.
me : ya ya ya. that's good idea. don't you go to anywhere with your friends tomorrow?
my soul : ya ya, and i miss them so much. i do!
me : so, before you meet them all, i wanna see your smile like yesterday yesterday and yesterday. don't be that sad oke.
my soul : thank you. i love you my soul and i................................................

H plus 4 lebaran

2008-10-05T20:55:00.000+07:00

ga tau harus gimana perasaan gue malem ini. gue sedih iya, mau marah iya, kesel iya, sebel apalagi. yaAllah.................................................................... kira2 20 menit yg lalu sebelom gue nulis blogs ini, tiba2 sms dateng. oiya sebelom nya post kemaren yg gue bilang cowo gue ulang tahun hr ini udh gue selametin td pagi kira2 jam setengah dua-an. karena kita lg berantem, jadi gue sms cuma gini isinya :

Happy birthday. Wish you all the best on your 17 years ols.
(maaf kl agak telat)

ga dibales sm dia. gue tunggu dikirain bakal dibales. oke gue mikir, nerarti dia marahnya gila-gilaan. ga papa gue sih sabar aja. maksud gue masih sabar. sebelom nya jauh jauh hari gue udh dinasehatin sm teman tersayang si monyet els kalo emg gue ga kuat ngejalanin lagi, yaudah putus aja ga papa. nah tp gue berasa masih kuat, sombong bisa ngadepin. padahal kan itu dosa yaaa. nah yaudah lah gue sabar seh pokoknya.

eehh tiba tiba tadi 20 menit yg lalu lah, ada sms dr dia. gue udh seneng aja. gue kira dia mau minnta maaf sama gue atau apa gitu. gue buka. isinya :

Dit sori kalo aku ganggu!! Aku cuma mau ksh tau kaya nya hubungan kita udahan aja ya.. Mudah2an keputusan ini yg terbaik buat aku dan kamu.. Aku minta maaf kalo slma ini sering buat kamu marah.. Jgn lupa dan sombong ya sama aku.. Aku sayang kamu dit.. hehe

apa cobaaa terakhirnya? kayanya ga penting banget deh ya kl mesti pake 'aku sayang km'?
gue terima, ga papa. mungkin emang ini keputusan yg terbaik, Amiiin. gue langsung cerita ke temen2 gue yg lagi ol, mereka bilang ambil hikmah nya lah. ambil positf nya jangan negatifnya. pas gue pikir2 setelah temen gue ngmg itu, banyak jg sih positifnya hahaha. ya gapapa padahal 2 22 okt kita setahun tp ga papa lah ya. dan ternyata gue baru tau, baru tau banget sesuatu ttg dia dr temennnya td. gue conv sm temennya. pengen gue paste disini, tp ga enak lah ya. gue pikir2 juga ini kan masih suasana lebaran, yaaaa H+4. mudah2an emang ini adalah yg tebaik. dan aku mohon yaAllah, kuatkan aku untuk menghadapi segalanya sendiri skrg. Amiiinnn

what a nightmare!

2008-10-04T16:55:00.000+07:00

gue bt nya mati matian, soalnya gue udh berantem sm pacar dari kamis kemaren. rasanya pengen banget gue putus, tp gue masih sabar. masih dalam tahap pemikiran. sama sekali dr kamis kita ga kontek-an. terakhir td pas siang, pas tiba2 dia online msn, dia nyapa tp cuma nanyain gmn kabar bokap gue udh sembuh atau belom. just it. oke, gue tetep sabar dan ngerasa hepi hepi aja.
gue tiap hari smsan sm monyet gue si els. rasanya kangen banget sm temen-temen gue semua. pengen gue culik dr kampung mereka masing2 terus gue bawa mereka jalan sesuka hati gue. yang lebih parah lagi, si Ucul kan balik dr IIBS, dia lg di jakarta gue belom sama sekali ketemu dia. ga mau dong dia keburu pulang, tp kita belom ketemuan. ya gue berdoa aja mudah2an kita semua bisa ketemu secepetnya.

setelah basa-basi diatas, gue mau cerita ttg mimpi gue semalem. sereeemmm bener yaAllah, astaghfirullah, mudah2an ini ga pernah terjadi dikehidupan gue atau pun temen2 gue tersayang, Amiiinn.

jadi gini, seperti biasa gue kalo libur jam setengah 6 bangun slt subuh trs gue lanjutin tidur lagi. nah kan gue tidur dikamar nyokap bokap gue tuh. tp setelah beberapa saat gue ngerasa agak ga nyaman. gue pindah ke kamar adek gue. alhamdulillah gue bisa tidur. nah ga tau gimana ceritanya gue mimpi. jd dalem mimpi gue itu, gue dari daerah BLOK M sama temen2 SMA gue, nah berhubung kami tdk ada yg menjemput pulang, jd kita memutuskan untuk naik taxi. nah kebetulan banget gue duduk didepan (aneh banget, padahal gue kl naik taxi ga pernah mau duduk didepan. trs ga tau gimana gue nanya ke driver nya "pak, ini kita lewat kuningan kan pak?". terus si driver bilang "he-eh". mesem gt mukanya, jutek. nah tiba2 si driver ke arah Pasar Festival, nah tiba2 dia deketin badan gue terus megang muka gue, eh salah megang dagu gue. wah gilaaa, gue mau nangis, takut. gue jerit2. gue buka pintu mobil, gue minta tolong. gue jerit jerit "tolooooong toloooooong, pak tolong saya pak tolong"............. didepan gue banyak orang, banyak bapak2. mereka cuma ngeliatin doang. dalam hati gue di mimpi 'yaAllah kok mereka bego2 semua cuma bisa nya ngeliatin doang. klo ada bokap gue disini driver ini bakal dibunuh dan org2 yg ga nolongin gue/yg cuma bs ngeliatin gue bakal dituntut, bakal dimaki-maki ini itu, bakal ditonjok-tonjok sama bokap gue'. nah gue lari dari luar taxi, kejar-kejaran sama si driver. gue takuuuuuuuuttttt banget. gue nangis. nah ga tau kenapa, pas gue jerit2 minta tolong terus itu, si penonton2 itu teriakin gue "ah bohong! fitnah. cuma pengen dikasianin doang. padahal dia aja yg pengen sm supir taxi itu!". astaghfirullah, rasanya pengen ngeremes orang yg ngmg itu. trs dr sudut laen, ada cewe gue ga tau siapa, tp kayanya gue kenal. dia ngomong gini, "ih Dita selingkuh ya sama supir taxi itu?". yaAllah........................................................................... gue tetep sabar. nah ga tau kenapa, tiba2 ada temen2 SMP gue dateng mau nyelametin gue. teme2 SMA gue yg bareng gue didalem taxi ga tau kemana. gue udh ga mikir. temen2 SMP gue ikut2an lari ngelindungin gue. kita berjuang mati-matian. tiba-tibaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, "mbak Ditaaaaa (sambil nyium gue)". alhamdulillah gue bangun itu cuma mimpi ternyata. itu td yg nyium gue bokap gue tersayang. dia dateng ke kamar adek gue, trs ngeliat gue lg tidur (sambil muka takut kali ya? haha), gangguin gue. "ngantuk ya dek?" kata bokap gue. gue yg masih ngerasa Alhamdulillah cuma mimpi itu seneng banget. mata gue masih berat tp bisa liat jam. gue liat itu jam 8. trs gue jawab bokap gue "nggak juga". eeehhh tidur lagi gue. dan alhamdulillah gue ga mimpi kayagt lagi. yaAllah, mimpi gue serem banget.

setelah gue pikir2 barusan, gue baru ngerti. kayanya mimpi itu artinya karna gue tll banyak bohong, terutama sama pacar gue. gue pengen banget minta maaf skrg ke cowo gue, tapi berhubung gengsi gue lebih tinggi dari pada keinginan gue utuk minta maaf, jd niat minta maaf gue urungkan. dan kebetulan jugaaaaa besok 5 okt dia ulang tahun yang ke 17. gue pengen nyelametin, tp yaa ga tau deh liat situasi aja. gue punya rencana buat ngerjain dia bikin surprise gt besok sm temen2nya. tapiiii ya apa mau dikata, niat gue urungkan lagi, gue serahin aja ke temen2nya. ga asik dong ya buat surprise tp lg berantem? hehehe yang ada entar gue diusir dr rumahnya, kan ga lucu. mau taro muka dimana kl ada mama papa nya? oke,
happy birthday my dear, wish y all the best.

me Vs. english and mother to father.......... while i was bored last night

2008-09-30T12:20:00.000+07:00

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, ini sekelumit permasalahan.................................................................................
jadi ceritanya gini, dari beberapa hari yg lalu gue sekeluarga buka diluar terus. kebanyakan didaerah kemang kesana sana deh gitu, secara pembantu gue pulang kampung jadi ga ada yg masak masakan buat buka puasa kan.nah terus itu ceritanya abis makan di sushi di Midori Mayestik. nah pulangnya kan gue ngelewatin kuningan, tapi kan gue emg dari dulu ga bisa hapal jalan. nah bokap gue tau banget gue kayagimana. gue tuh cuma hapal jalan kl ke kemang sama tebet. nah abis itu bokap gue ngeledekin gue gini, "nih dit, ini namanya Kuningan (sialan bgt ya si bokap haha), disini tuh banyak gedung2 tinggi (yailah dikira gue abis dr kampung maneee gt), nah terus tuh disini banyak embassy-embassy gitu". nah yang terakhir 'embassy' gue lupa kl itu dlm bahasa inggris artinya 'kedutaan besar'. sumpah gue lupa banget ga boong! nah gue mukanya udh kaya org bego aja, dalam hati gue 'heh? mana club nya?'. gue pikir embassy itu kan bar gitu. tapi kok bar kaya gedung gt. nah sesaat kemudian, disebelah gue duduk sang nyokap. dia ngeliatin gue, abis itu kaya sebel gt sama gue. gue tau dalem hati si nykap gini 'ni anak udh gue ajarin bhs ing mati-matian kaga ngerti aja, dasar anak jahanaaammm' hahaha. ya ga gt lah. oke, akhirnya gue nanya dg volume kecil ke nyokap gue "bu, embassy apaan sih?". nyokap gue geraaaammmm, "ih km tuh apaan sih dit, embassy aja ga tau yaampuuuunnn, itu tuh kedutaan".................................. HALELUYAH OMFG OH OH, gue stresssss lupa men lupa. nah ini baru gt doang. yg parah juga ada. udh lama ini, tp gue masih inget. waktu itu kan ada tulisan 'future', nah kl dibaca kan 'fyucer', sumpah waktu itu gue ga tau kenapa, tiba2 lupa cara bacanya. gue baca itu didepan nyokap bokap gue 'fyutur' dengan enaknya, innocent. nah abis gue ngmg itu bokap gue langsung ngomel mel mel "iihh kok baca nya gt sih? yaAllah km jelek banget sih cara bacanya. kok ga bisa sih dit cara bacanya? itu tuh 'fyucer'. ya ampun kok bisa gt sh dit?" yaAllah daleeemm banget nyeessss. et dah nyokap bokap gue bener2 gila gilaan ini mah bikin anaknya setresssssss............................................................................................

anyway td malem gue kan lagi bt........... bgt sm pacar gue, udh cuek2an selama 3 hari gituu sabar aja gue! ok, nah saking bt nya kemaren gue conv sm els (si monyet) kaya org bego. yang hasilnya seperti ini :

ini printscreen-an nya. bener bener semalem saya stres kaya orang gila. orang gila beneran, tp yg pasti gila nya ga lebih gila dari Adam Mahendra alias Damnye. nah setelah semaleman suntuk saya kaya orang gila yg ga punya arah dan tujuan hidup, akhirnya si monyet els membantu saya mengatasi masalah dengan si pacar. akhirnya masalah terselesaikan kira2 jam 12-an lewat si pacar nelpo. nah pagi ini, alhamdulillah yaAllah semuanya telah terselesaikan dengan baik. saya sungguh capek dan bt sejak kemaren ooohhh thanks my monkey.

ini salah satu conv gue sama pacar :

Dita says (11:58 AM):

hah? trs kl smsan blh gt?

Dita says (11:59 AM):

semalem katanya gaboleh

Dita says (11:59 AM):

ah ga pny pendirian

Al - Alawiiii says (11:59 AM):

ga boleh sama sekali dodol

Al - Alawiiii says (12:00 PM):

mau sms telf ketemuan ato apa lah

Al - Alawiiii says (12:00 PM):

TIDAK BOLEH

Dita says (12:01 PM):

ih serem bgt pm nya. emg km mau mati?

Al - Alawiiii says (12:02 PM):

ga gitu dita

Al - Alawiiii says (12:02 PM):

tp nama nya umur mana tau kan ? aku pengen ngasih yg terbaik hari ini buat puasa tahun ini

Al - Alawiiii says (12:02 PM):

huhuhu

Dita says (12:03 PM):

so sweeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttt

Dita says (12:03 PM):

ehem ehem ciheeeeyy

Al - Alawiiii says (12:03 PM):

lah so swett ?

Al - Alawiiii says (12:03 PM):

sedih dodol

Dita says (12:04 PM):

sedih tp so sweeeettt aw

Dita says (12:04 PM):

hahahahaha

Al - Alawiiii says (12:05 PM):

ye bregegbregeg ni anak

Dita says (12:06 PM):

heh

Dita says (12:06 PM):

bregeg2

Dita says (12:06 PM):

apaan tuh aneh lo dodol

Al - Alawiiii says (12:13 PM):

itu lg iseng aja

Al - Alawiiii says (12:13 PM):

hehehe

Al - Alawiiii says (12:16 PM):

sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang

Dita says (12:16 PM):

apaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Al - Alawiiii says (12:17 PM):

aku dicuekin

Dita says (12:17 PM):

hihihihihihihihhi

Dita says (12:17 PM):

maaf yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

................................... iloveyou

2008-09-27T15:25:00.000+07:00

kangen sama pacar, tiba2 inget comment dr pacar yg udah lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. waktu itu gue suruh dia nulis comment pokoknya 31 kata. nah akhirnya dia menuliskannya juga. ini nih :

Z A H I R
03/6/2008 2:25 am

manja
gendut
pipis
bunga
coklat
agustus
22
oktober
cinta
audyta
cepe3
ujan
gosip girl
bawel
bunda
5
keyboard
diabetes
RAN
SYRUP
ABC
dapur
motor
rabu
Mrs.Pumpkin
sayang
manis
bhs indonesia
pidato
avanza
luv
you
forever

emang lagi manis2 nya tuh gue sama dia. nah sekarang et daaahhh tiada hari tanpa berantem. liat aja postingan gue yg semalem tuh. terus abis itu dia ga nelpon2 gue ga sms2 gue. oke gue biarin aja lah. akhirnya barusan dia online msn. dia greet gue. alhamdulillah lah ya dia sadar ahahaha. terus chat nya sih cuma bentar gitu. terus gue nanya ini :

Dita says (3:11 PM):

hir hir

Dita says (3:11 PM):

aku org nya gimana hir?

Rihaaaaaz says (3:12 PM):

Kamu ank nya pemarah , ga suka bcnda , selalu dianggep serius , ga pnh romantis , ga suka ntn ama cwo nya

Rihaaaaaz says (3:12 PM):

Hehe

Dita says (3:13 PM):

yeaaaaaaaaaa

Dita says (3:13 PM):

yg jeleknya semua

Rihaaaaaz says (3:14 PM):

Oh mau yg bgus nya jga?

Rihaaaaaz says (3:14 PM):

Sbr ya sbr

Rihaaaaaz says (3:14 PM):

Mikir dlu yang

Dita says (3:15 PM):

yee kaga usah dah

Dita says (3:15 PM):

tengkyu

buset dah sama cewe nya sendiri begituuuu ckck, tapi dia emang kadang2 baik banget sih. gue jadi inget sesuatu.

barusan gue ga sengaja ngeliat bunga-mawar-merah-udah-layu dari cowo gue pas kita lagi 4 bulanan di meja belajar gue. Nah gue cium tuh baunya, busseeeeettt udah ga ada tuh yang namanya wangi mawar. Udah gt wujudnya jelek banget dah, item dekil busuk jelek deh pokoknya. Tp gue jd inget waktu dia ngasih gue kira2 7 bulan yang lalu tuh. Gue pulang sekolah, kalo ga salah itu hari jumat. Nah gue mau facial kan tuh di erha sama si hesty. Kita tinggal tunggu taksi dirumah gue. Dari paginya gue sama cowo gue sama seklai ga contact, males lah ya kalo gue duluan yang contact dia zz. Oke, padahal gue inget bgt tuh itu 5 bulanan gue sm dia. Pas gue sm si hesty lagi nunggu taksi, eh ralat. Waktu itu hesti belom dateng dirumah, gue nunggu hesty sekalian nunggu taksi. Nah tiba2 ada klakson motor gt, trs manggil “dita… dita….”. gue pikir awalnya si pacar, tp kok tumben banget siang2 dia dateng naik motor dari rawamangun ke daerah pulo gebang harapan baru regency ck. Panas gt kan? Impossible bgt gue bilang itu pacar, akhirnya gue takut kan tuh keluar takut org iseng (males liat jendela), eehh tiba2 hesty dateng dan motor itu masuk garasi rumah gue. Pas gue mau ke luar ke pintu tiba2 si hesty manggil “diiit ini ada si zahir nih”. Wiiihh gue kira siapa. pas gue turun gue liat tuh dia bawa tas terus muncung2 gt dalemnya gue kira apaan. Eehh tiba2 dia ngeluarin tu bunga trs ngasih ke gue. zzzzzzzz disitu gue masih bingung ngmg “makasih” apa “sok romantis lo hir” hahaha. Yaudah gue ambil aja, wanginya enak sih hahaha. Dia baru pulang dr sekolah lgsg kesini. Kl gue jd dia sih malay juga ya bela2in kasih bunga mawar doing dr sekolahnya di 21 kerumah gue zz. Udah gt ga lama gue langsung pergi, padahal kasian dia mau ngaso dulu bentar dirumah gue hahaha, kesiaaannn. Tapi gue suka kok caranya dia kayagt…………………………………………………………..

hahahahahaha, kadang2 pengen marah but sometimes i just need him.

you're not my best, monkey is my best till the end, get well soon my dad

2008-09-26T19:33:00.000+07:00

it is bad day for me and maybe for my boyfriend also. we're in trouble. big trouble. we don't know why it happened but we know and we believe we can solve it soon. this morning he made me very very mad to him. he knew that he was wrong, he said sorry everytime, but i couldn't. ya maybe i just need fresh air or something. it doesn't matter. maybe we'd better take a break or even seperate.

oke anyway, baru aja nih bokap gue balik dr kantor, aaaaaaaa so sad banget. katanya dia sakit. pusing, demam, aw takuuuuuuuuttttt. gue suruh ke dokter, cuma dia bilang males, belom sempet. katanya mungkin minuum obat aja. padahal tadi siang nya tumben banget bokap gue nelfon gue.

gue : halo
bokap : wah dit enak nih kl buka pake sushi
gue : aaaa mau mau (ga ada habisnya deh kl ngomongin sushi emang)
bokap : iya ayok, di poke sushi nih katanya enak
gue : yaaahh aku blm pernah nyoba. sushi tei?
bokap : yah kl sushi tei mah emg ketauan enak, coba tempat yg lain. ini nih ada di grand indonesia, pim, dharmawangsa city.......................
gue : ahhhh yaudah mauuuuuuuuu
bokap : oke, mmm kayanya besok enak tuh malem minggu
gue : oke deh ya iya enak tuh
bokap : oke dadaaahhhhhh

bokap masih semangat banget tuh............................................. ya skrg you'd better to sleep my dad, take a rest and tomorrow will come and we'll get our fun day, AMEEEENNNNN.

and now, i'm chatting with my lovely monkey. dia pake acc adeknya si OBETH aka OPAN hahaha. kite sempet ngomongin GOSSIP GIRL, STILLETO SHOES......................................

Dita says (7:14 PM):
baru sampe eps 2
OBETH ft els says (7:14 PM):
terakhir nya ampe mane sih gue lupa
OBETH ft els says (7:15 PM):
hahaha
Dita says (7:15 PM):
ah gue jg lupa nyet
Dita says (7:15 PM):
gaa, maksud gue, blair sm chuck ntar jadian?
OBETH ft els says (7:15 PM):
oooh hahaha kagak
OBETH ft els says (7:16 PM):
tapi ntar si blairnya jadi kembali kayak dulu loh
OBETH ft els says (7:16 PM):
jadi jealous gitu sama serena
OBETH ft els says (7:16 PM):
hahahaha
Dita says (7:16 PM):
lah jealous knp?
OBETH ft els says (7:16 PM):
nonton aje ampe episod 4 hahaha
OBETH ft els says (7:17 PM):
si serena mulai jadi queen lagi gitu deh
Dita says (7:17 PM):
aw aw oooooooooowwwwww
Dita says (7:17 PM):
trs si british2 itu gmn?
OBETH ft els says (7:18 PM):
ntar ada something yang ga terduga
OBETH ft els says (7:18 PM):
hahaha
Dita says (7:19 PM):
ah nyet
Dita says (7:19 PM):
kasihtau
Dita says (7:19 PM):
pengeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnn
OBETH ft els says (7:19 PM):
hahaha
OBETH ft els says (7:20 PM):
ntar si british itu ketaun lagi ciuman gitu sama emak nye
Dita says (7:20 PM):
heh?
Dita says (7:20 PM):
hah?
Dita says (7:20 PM):
seriussssssssss?
Dita says (7:20 PM):
kok?
OBETH ft els says (7:20 PM):
makanya pas liat gue juga shock! gue kira si british ga suka begituan hahaha
OBETH ft els says (7:20 PM):
tapi jadi kesel deh lo ntar sama si itu
OBETH ft els says (7:21 PM):
siapa sih namanya
OBETH ft els says (7:21 PM):
temennya si dan yang item kriting
OBETH ft els says (7:21 PM):
vanessa!
Dita says (7:21 PM):
lah kok nyambungnya ke vanessa?
Dita says (7:21 PM):
iiiiiihhhhhhhh
Dita says (7:21 PM):
tp kok si british ciuman sih sm mamanya>
Dita says (7:21 PM):
?
OBETH ft els says (7:22 PM):
makanyaaaaa tonton lah hahahaha
OBETH ft els says (7:22 PM):
duh si nate kok ganteng yaaaa
Dita says (7:23 PM):
hahahahaha
Dita says (7:23 PM):
tau yaaa
Dita says (7:23 PM):
eh si chuck kok jd culun gt sih
Dita says (7:23 PM):
semenjak rambut nya kayagt
OBETH ft els says (7:24 PM):
auk jadi belteng gitu kan jadi kayak om om hahaha
OBETH ft els says (7:24 PM):
udah liat amanda?
Dita says (7:24 PM):
heh?
Dita says (7:24 PM):
amanda siapa?
OBETH ft els says (7:26 PM):
yaaaah dia bener2 belom liat
OBETH ft els says (7:26 PM):
nonton dulu gih lu hahaha
OBETH ft els says (7:26 PM):
amandanya cantiiiiik
OBETH ft els says (7:26 PM):
kayak gue gitu yak
Dita says (7:26 PM):
najis
Dita says (7:26 PM):
eh wey amanda siapa?
OBETH ft els says (7:28 PM):
si dan itu lagi deket gitu sama amanda nah gara2 ini si serena jadi kayak mau jadi queen lagi
Dita says (7:29 PM):
emg dan kenapa kl serena jd queen lg?
OBETH ft els says (7:29 PM):
yaoloooh ini mah gue ceritain 1 album yak hahaha
Dita says (7:29 PM):
hahahahaha
Dita says (7:29 PM):
eh kasih tau kenapa kaga mau si dan serena nya jd queen?
OBETH ft els says (7:31 PM):
naaah kan gara2 omongannya dan yang parah gitu si serena jadi kayak marah trus si serena bitchy nya mulai lagi trus satu skolahan jadi pada ngejauhin dan gitu
OBETH ft els says (7:31 PM):
fiuh abis satu album hahaha
Dita says (7:32 PM):
hahahaha
Dita says (7:32 PM):
ih kok serena parah sih?
OBETH ft els says (7:32 PM):
gara2 si chuck juga sih si dan nya jadi nuduh serena yang gak gak trus serena nya jadi sakit hati gitchu deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh
OBETH ft els says (7:33 PM):
ntar nanya lagi nih chuck nya ngapain
OBETH ft els says (7:33 PM):
haha
Dita says (7:33 PM):
hahahaha
Dita says (7:33 PM):
iye
Dita says (7:33 PM):
ahahahahaha
Dita says (7:33 PM):
ngapen emg?
OBETH ft els says (7:34 PM):
chuck nya abis nembak gue
Dita says (7:34 PM):
ah elah
Dita says (7:34 PM):
et dah chuck mikir2 jg kaleeeeeeeee ( buseeettt ni orang mah kaga nyadar, PD banget)

and now my boyfriend is online, but he doesn't text me or something. how could? kenapa jd dia yg nyuekin gue? kenapa jd dia yg marah sm gue? maybe he has met another girl and change me in his heart for another girl, and also said his promise "make me to our promise land, we'll be happy and we'll live together till the end" for HIS OTHER GIRL, who knowsssss?

ga ada kerjaan, gue tulis ini aja ya haha

2008-09-25T20:18:00.000+07:00

tadi siang gue diculik si ina sama rizka ke cempaka mas buat nemenin mereka beli baju lebaran katanya haha. dengan senang hati gue menerima penculikan mereka soalnya kebetulan banget gue lg nyari dvd banyaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkk. ok, berangkat kira2 jam 11-an ke ITC. terus nyari2 ini lah itulah, baju lah buat adek angkat nya hanif (mantannya rizka), beli celana lah buat mama nya ina, beli baju lah tuh buat mereka berdua dll. gue mah cuma dapet dvd 4 biji sama kaos gt buat adek gue, yaaa itung2 hadiah lah ya. masalahnya gue janjiin hoodie sama adek gue dr kapan tau tp lupa mulu gue kl lg jalan haha. ok anyway si rizka sama ina tuh ya ga puasa. ina kaga dibangunin sahur, rizka lagi sakit lambung dan emg ga boleh puasa.mereka kelaperan pengen makan, nah gue kan lg puasa nih ya eeemm tergoda dong secara gue jg laper banget gt. ok gue memutuskan untuk buka hahahahaha. nah nah abis mungkin gue ga tau kenapa, perut gue sakiiittt bgt pengen pup. nah menurut gue ini adalah karma haha, secara gue udh niat baik2 puasa eeehh diganggu oleh setan 2 itu. gue pengen pup di ITC cumaaaa WC nya tuh ga asik banget, ya ga terlalu bersih udh gt yaa you know lah ya. nah akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk pup dirumah hanif. sekalian rizka mau ngasih kado buat ade angkatnya hanif. nah sampe rumah hanif oke lah tuh gue pup, alhamdulillah asik lho hahaha. terus makan makan cemilan gt, trs ngebanyol udah lama banget ga ketemu hanif secara dia kan di boarding. nah abis dr rumah hanif si ina minta ke syubidupapap di rawamangun. oke sampe sana dia dapet kaos lucu gt hahaha. nah baliknya maen dulu bentar deh dirumah gue. nonton dvd gossip girl seri ke 2 dong hahaha. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

today doesn't mean anything, i just stay on my notebook

2008-09-23T19:24:00.000+07:00

wewww what a boring day it is! hhhhhmmmmmm, idk what my name is, where i am now, how many brother that i have, mmmm ok just kidding forget it please. i don't have work and also i'm bored. i really miss my boyfriend can't deny aw aw aw, but he's so weird. he just gave me a joke that made me really really mad to him. ok bytheway here i am now, sitting on the chair, busy with any problems, and then my hand is dancing on the keyboard to write some letters or sentences or anything i wanna say ok. i just doing what i want to do. haaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:( this day is really bad oh no no no!!!!!!!!
ok i wanna tell you about my activities today. start at about 3.30 am o'clock. my dad woke me up to get 'sahur'. then, i just ate with my mom dad and brother. i felt so sleepy because i just slept at 12.00 am last night, it seemed surprise, because i rarely sleep over midnight. mmmm after 'sahur' i just went to Yuka's bedroom and slept there. and suddenly my dad reminded us that my mom is birthday today ohGOD, we hugged mom and say happy birthday to her. she really excited. ok, back to slept. about 5 am o'clock mom woke me up to pray subuh. i woke up, then slept again. oohhhhhhh, at about idk what time it was my mom and my dad went to their office. and my brother and i said good bye. oke, myself woke me up at about 8.30 am. wewwww i just turned the tv on with my sleepy eyes and looked for the nice program. i couldn't find it so i decided to play my notebook and browsing mmmm some lyrics. i opened my blog, yahoo mail, friendster and facebook of course. i replied their comment, their message, and others. after then, i remembered that today i would have a private english at my house with Mrs. Afi. she's my private teacher. she's good in english. she can speak english well of course. we had a private course started from 11 am o'clock till about 12.15 pm o'clock. after that i watched trans tv 'CERIWIS' then i watched DVD 'GRACE IS GONE'. OHMYGOD! THAT WAS A VERY GOOOOODDD MOVIE EVER. it made me cry. it told about how to care of the children and hiding the secret that their mother was died as a lonely father. els has recomanded me to watch it. she said to me "ta, kl lo nonton film itu gue yakin banget deh lo tambah sayang sama bokap lo hahaha". hmmmm it was cool! after i watched and cried hahahaha i went to sleep sleep sleep again till about at 4.30 pm. hmm i just pray ashar and play notebook as usual. after that i went to the kitchen and saw the food whose my servent served. mmmmm i fried 'tahu' (makanan). then magrib came and i broke my fasting with my lovely brother. and now, i'm sitting on the chair and browsing on my computer not on my notebook. i'm chatting with my dearest boy. i'm angry to him actually, but yaa idk i really miss him much. hey hey you know, i should go to school today, but i think it's not important anymore to study at school and listen to my teacher talks in front of the class right? so i decided to not come to school and my mom allowed me for today aw really thank you mom. and you know what, tomorrow my mom will leave and forget her work at her office, and then bring me and brother to get short trip. maybe we'll go to shop right? hahahahaha.

tolong, orang gila bernama Adam Mahendra sdg merajalela

2008-09-21T18:12:00.000+07:00

barusan sebelom buka gue chat sm orang gila yang bernama Adam Mahendra biasa dipanggil Damnye. itu lho org yg pernah gue ceritain di post gue yg lalu deh pokoknya. orang ini sepertinya memang sudah gila dan benar2 tidak waras seperti kita2. kondisinya sgt mengharukan sekali, sampai2 air mata gue bakal meleleh kl ceritain ttg dia (sorry nye). Damnye ini tukang makan, tidur, tidak pernah mandi, tidak pernah sikat gigi, dan juga suka mencuri ketimun (hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha) hush! ini bukan becandaan ini serius serius banget please jangan ketawa. si damnye ini udh gila tingkat tinggi. pokoknya tinggi membumbung deh. dia pernah ditawari supaya masuk rmh sakit jiwa agar bisa dinetralkan kembali pikirannya. tp dia tdk mau karna dia pikir kl masuk kesana dia tdk akan bisa membasmi nyamuk2 dirumahnya (hah, apaan sih ya gue?). oke anyway alhamdulillah bgt dia masih bisa menulis, bernyanyi dan juga menari. dia sangat lihai sekali kl menari. dengan lemah gemulai dia sering sekali menunjukan bakat narinya ke gue. selain menari, sebagai org gila dia jga SANGAT PANDAI MENGATA NGATAI ORANG, terutama gue. yaaa gue sih mikirnya ga papa, soalnya kan dikatain sm org gila jd ya gimana ya nyantai aja sih jadinya hahahahaha. ini ada salah satu bukti dia pandai menulis, mengetik, berfikir (layaknya org gila tentunya) dan juga mengatai.

adamnye says:
eh,kuda
Dita says:
eh sialan gu dikatain kuda
Dita says:
z
Dita says:
*gue
adamnye says:
blog lo fitnah bgt
adamnye says:
wkwkwk
Dita says:
bodo amat lah
Dita says:
yg penting tertera nama lo
Dita says:
terkenal lo ntar nye
Dita says:
hahahahahahahaha
adamnye says:
kuda bunting lo
adamnye says:
wkwkwk
Dita says:
astaghfirullah
Dita says:
ngomongnya
Dita says:
ckckck
Dita says:
kl gue doain lo, dikabulin lho kan lg puasa
Dita says:
z
adamnye says:
buakakaka
Dita says:
ga usah ketawa
Dita says:
ni chat gue sm lo mau gue masukin blog ah
Dita says:
hahah
adamnye says:
yaudah
adamnye says:
wkwkwk
adamnye says:
tai lo emang
Dita says:
anjret
Dita says:
sialan lo nye
Dita says:
eh jangan ngatain dong mainannya
adamnye says:
kutil kuda lo
adamnye says:
wkwkwk
Dita says:
oke ya nye
Dita says:
maennya kata2an. ah males ah
adamnye says:
becanda kali dit
adamnye says:
hahahahaha
adamnye says:
sensi lo
Dita says:
gila lo
adamnye says:
emang
adamnye says:
wkwkwk
Dita says:
knp bs gila nye?
Dita says:
jatoh dr tangga ya?
Dita says:
hahahahahahha
adamnye says:
krik krik
adamnye says:
krik
Dita says:
ada jangkrik nye?
Dita says:
bikin blog dng nye
adamnye says:
ada kuda ngejayus
adamnye says:
males bgt
Dita says:
oh oke ya nye
Dita says:
cukup tau ya
adamnye says:
wkwkwk
adamnye says:
gini ni chat sama orang y
adamnye says:
yg ga punya taste of humor
Dita says:
weh siialan
Dita says:
anjret. taste of humor gue gede men
Dita says:
wkwkwkwk
adamnye says:
coba
Dita says:
lah drtd kan gue ngmg lucu kan?
Dita says:
adoh ga ngerti jg sih gue ini z
adamnye says:
zzzzzzz
Dita says:
sialan off

setelah dia off dengan tiba2, adzan berkumandang. oohh gue tau kemungkinan besar si damnye yg gila ini merasakan kelaparan yg sangat besar. gila gila gini dia tetap puasa, alhamdulillah. dengan nafsu yang sangat besar tentunya dia makan dengan lahap dan tak tertandingi mungkin pada saat dia off. oke, cukup gue ceritain ttg si Damnye-gila yg satu ini. setelah gue nulis ini, geu mau slt maghrib dan berdoa kpd Allah SWT agar si Damnye dikasih kesembuhan dengan secepat mungkin. dan apabila tdk dpt disembuhkan lg, saya mohon agar Allah SWT pilih yang terbaik didalam hidupnya. jika sehabis ini dia mati ya gapapa, tp gue mikir2 juga sih, kl dia mati dalam keadaan gila seperti ini, apa nanti akan di hapus segala doanya? apa dia tetap akan gentayangan sbg org gila? bagaimana dia dalam tanah? bagaimana posisi dia? terlungkup, tengkurep, atau seperti kuda? mmmmmm, saya jg kurang tahu. liat saja nanti kelanjutannya.
CEPET SEMBUH DARI KEGILAAN YA NYE, TERUS BERUSAHA NYE!!!!!!!!!!!

WAYS TO GET GOOD MARK

2008-09-20T22:30:00.000+07:00

gue ga ada kerjaan banget malem ini. baru ajaaaa pulang dr rumah si mamih (kakaknya nyokap gue) buka puasa di sono. nah gue mau tidur nih tp malay ah malay malem minggu kok tidurnya cepet banget. gue mau nunggu bokap sama adek gue balik mereka abis bukpus dirumah eyg gue. jadi bagi tugas gt. gue sama nyokap ke rumah mamih, si adek dan si bokap kerumah eyang. nah sampe jam segini adek gue belom balik nih, gue yakin banget mereka berdua kalo ga sama sepupu2 gue yg sepantaran adek gue pasti lg nongkrong di Kemang Food Fest nih, kalo ga lg makan di Mc Cafe. secara rumah eyg gue kl mau ke KFF apalagi ke Mc Cafe tinggal jalan juga nyampe. bentaran banget. nah ga terima banget tuh gue kl mereka emg bener lg nongkrong disana zz.

eniwei gue bosen nya minta ampuuuuuunnnnnn bgt. nah makanya gue pengen nulis sesuatu yg berguna bagi nusa dan bangsa (sebenernya sih lebih kepada diri sendiri) hhahaha. tp karna gue lg males nulis pk bhs indonesia jadi pk bahasa inggris aja ya (najis, ga kukuk deh guee ahai). kl agak2 ada yg salah atau spell nya kurang maaf aja ya. udah malem nih, udh ngantuk sebenernya (agak ngeles dikit) haha. yg mau gue tulis judulnya : WAYS TO GET A GOOD MARK (secara gue td siang baruuuu aja selese mid test menjijikan itu).

oke, in my opinian there are many ways how to get a good mark especially in your test. During this week I tried these ways. yaaa my score is not bad lah ya hahaha buuuuuuuuttttt it didn't work for natural sains lessons sumpah deh bener. maybe you can try them, enjoy then.....................

1. GET SOMEONE ELSE TO DO IT
(kedengarannya sih kurang ajar ya? hahaha) Dont be afraid to delegate. Make sure you know who does what, so you dont waste time taking on work that someone else already does, or should be doing. If they dont want to do it, you can show your pity face (muka melas) or you can change your answer each other. he/she does your work which you cant do, and then you do her/his work/test which you can do. Or befor you star your test, you've given them some tricks to help each other of course hahaha.

2. RECYCLE YOUR BEST WORK
(it is very important and legal. it doesnt look like my explanation above haha)
Keep successful project/the test before. use them as templates when you need to do similar test. you may not feel comfortable using old material as the basis for new test/work. therefore, you must study hard. is it important right?

THE SECOND NUMBER IS REALLY REALLY RIGHT, BUT IF YOU THINK THE FIRST NUMBER IS NEEDED FOR YOU YOU MAY TRY IT.
thank you, eh eh sebelomnya ini kan kata gue ya jd klo lo ga berhasil atau apa gitu jangan salah2an ya hahaha.

he's acting weird

2008-09-18T19:54:00.003+07:00

BARUSAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNN BANGET si pacar baru aja pulang dr rumah gue. tp.................................. minggatnya ga enak bgt sumpah. dia ngambek gt masalah sms. kan awalnya dia kerumh gue katanya cuma bentar mau ngaso doang kebetulan dia abis nganterin temen ceweknya dideket rumah gue. nah dia dtg deh tuh kerumah gue. trs oke oke aja tuh. kita ngbrol2 gt kaya org gila. trs ngebahas soal mid tes sejarah gue. trs main kartu gt, trs nonton tv. padahal ya gue capeeeeeekkkkkkkkk bgt pengen tidur. nah tadinya gue usir2 dia supaya pulang tp kata dia tanggung tanggung mulu hahaha. oke, nah seperti biasanya dia kl pinjem hp gue tuh ga pernaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh yg namanya izin ke gue. yaudah gue tarik2 kan tuh hp gue. gue takutnya ada sms siapaaaaaaa gt yg belom kehapus hehehe. trs gue bilang ke dia, "ah hir sini dong hp aku, kl km ga ngasih aku marah pokoknya". eeehh dia malah bilang gini "kl km ngerasa bener seharusnya ga papa dong". trs gue jawab lg aja "iihh tp kan kl aku lupa ada sms yg belom dihapus gimana? hahaa". udaaahhh suasana hening. gue nonton tv tom&jerry dia masih aja betah tuh baca2 sms gue. eehh ternyata dia baca sms gue yg bawh2 gt. yang udah ke 750 misalnya(gue paling males ngapus sms). nah tiba2 dia dieeeeeemmmmmm trs seribu bahasa. oke gue rebut kan tuh hp gue sambil nangis2 boongan. dia tetep juga keukuh ga mau. yaudah ue mah sabar aja secara lg puasa. kl lg ada nyokap bokap gue lapor tuh pengennya zzzzz. nah pas akhir2 dia tiba2 ngmg gini, "dit aku balik ya". wih dia langsung berdiri ambil tas nya dia, trs langsung pergi gt keluar langsung nge-starter motornya pergi deh dia jauh2. eh tp sebelom itu sempet teerjadi sedikit percecokan :

zahir : aku mau balik dit
dita : km kenapa sih? km baca apa sih td?
zahir : ya baca aja sendiri
dita : apaan sih hir ngambekan mulu lo
zahir : dieeeeeemmmm aja
dita : km baca apa sih? kasihtau aku dong......
zahir : baca aja sms km yang bulan 3 sama 4
dita : (gue bingung ga tau mau ngomong apa), akhirnya gue bilang ah tau ah aku ga mau ngmg sm km lg (muka gue melas)
zahir : (dia ngeliatin gue gt)
dita : pokoknya kl aku nangis bodo amat
zahir : apaan sih dit, udah balik

eeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh gue bt, dia pergi aja gt. gue sebeeeeeeeelllllllllll banget. trs gue langsung baca di inbox gue, emg sih ada temen sd gue gt cowok dia skrg kl ga salah di padang. nah waktu itu mau ke jkt. sms gue cuma ngasih tau mau ke jkt doang kok sama becanda2an gt biasa. ya sempet sih emg dia kayak yg bilang 'jangan lupa makan ya'. gitu doang kenapa sih?????????

KN dan Agama Islam

2008-09-18T19:54:00.002+07:00

ntar siang gue ulangan agama sama pkn. ulangan mid gt. nah dari semalem gue belom sama sekali belajar. buka LKS agama sih udah dan gue udh ngerjain TAPI..................... gue salah pembahasan. ga papa itu masih mending, GUE BELOM SAMA SEKALI YANG NAMANYA BUKA BUKU PPKN. waktu gue sd/smp nilai PPKN gue tuh BAGUUUUUSSSSS banget. secara ya dulu mah PPKN ga usah pk belajar juga bisa, tinggal pake akal pikiran lo yg cerdas doang. paling2 juga pertanyaan nya begini :

1. Jika ada tetangga dirumah sebelah kalian rumahnya terbakar, apa yang kalian akan lakukan dengan jiwa dan hati nurani kalian? (hahaha ngaco ya gue)

a. menolong b. memberi makan c. menonton rumahnya yang terbakar d. kabur............

yah gt doang kan? paling2 juga kalo mentok nya gue di pasal2 itu juga ga begitu banyak kan? nah PPKN sekarang mah ngomongnya ttg politik lah, apalah, tp ga penting. bayangin dong, politik aja banyak macemnya banyak jenisnya banyak maunya (emang iye). yaelah kayagt aja pake dihafal. kata bokap gue "di Indonesia nih dit kebanyakan pelajaran, gimana mau maju? PPKN lah, PLBJ lah (dulunya PLKJ), KESJAK lah (kesenian jakarta)". dalem hati gue jg mikir, iya ya ngapain ada pelajaran semacam PPKN, PLKJ, KESENIAN JAKARTA rrrrrrrrr. menurut gue, ga usah pake belajar itu kita bisa kan ngerti kalo kita harus bersih, jaga lingkungan, taat peraturan................................... nah makanya dari itu si bokap seneng banget deh kalo gue tuh mau kuliah di abroad, tp sayangnya nyokap gue kan yaaaa gmn ya ANAK KESAYANGAN EMAK sih gue hahahahahaha, dan GUE NYA juga yang ga bakal tahan hidup sendiri zz. eniwei balik lagi ke PPKN dan agama yang akan gue lalui tes nya hari ini.

Gue ngerasa bersalah banget blm belajar, tp sebenernya ga juga sih soalnya emg ga penting. yaa paling agama itu juga gue males. gue sok bisa bgt ya? aaaaaaaa. guru KN gue nih ya emang udah gila, bokep nya mamfffuuuussssyyy bgt. makanya gue males kl ada pelajaran dia. yaa enak sih ga grogi tp kan males juga ya dengernya? kalo agama gue mah mending langsung praktek aja. gue pengennya gini, tu guru nilai pas kita lagi salat zuhur kek, apa kek. misalnya yg ga salat zuhur nilainya dikurangin. atau pas wudhu nya ga bener nilainya 0 atau apa kek yang berbau2 praktek. agama mah kl pk teori doang sm aja boong, ga meaning. lo tau apa aja, lo hafal aja, tp dalam kehidupan ga dipraktekin ya sama aja boong. makanya nih, kata bokap gue lagi "dit, kamu berkali2 hatam Qur'an mah sama aja boong kalo km ga tau artinya apa yg km baca. km lancar baca arabnya doang mah juga sama aja boong, yg penting isinya dit". gue emg kalo baca bacaan arab mah ga jelek2 banget. secara gue dr sd dimasukin ke Al-Azhar untuk pendidikan agama Islam yang baik, tapi yaaaaaa gmn dong gue males yang namanya BACA arti.

oke oke tentang agama islam dan KN yang hari ini akan dilaksanankan tes nya, gue mohon doa restu aja. gue mau belajar dulu nih sambil mandi. oh iya bytheway, mandi paling enak tuh ya sambil belajar. biasanya tu buku gue taro di meja deket tempat tidur gue, nah terus gue mandi didalem kamar mandi kan, nah pintu kamar mandinya ga gue tutup, jd gue bisa baca. TAPI INGET, KUNCI DULU KAMAR LO hoahahahaha.

i was in my bad day, sorrryyyyyyyy

2008-09-18T19:54:00.001+07:00

gue bt banget hari ini..................................................................... gara2 gue tau kalo kimia biologi dan fisika gue REMED OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! saking bt nya cowo gue jd kena tp ya abis itu gue sadar lah ya. ini chat gue sama dia :

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Rihaaaaaz says:
Oh gampang dong

Dita says:
ga juga hir
Dita says:
aku stres tau

Rihaaaaaz says:
Stres knapa kamu?
Rihaaaaaz says:
Byk maen sih jd kcpean

Dita says:
bukan gt
Dita says:
nilai2 ku gatau deh nh
Dita says:
ah tau ah
Dita says:
bt lama2 nih

Rihaaaaaz says:
Nilai kamu jelek2 emg nya ?

Dita says:
kayanya
Dita says:
tau ah
Dita says:
hir aku bt deh hir sama km

Rihaaaaaz says:
Aku knapa yang ?
Rihaaaaaz says:
Aku pnya salah sama kamu ya?

Dita says:
ga tau deh ya hir
Dita says:
sebenernya sih dr pagi

Rihaaaaaz says:
Crita dong sayang aku knapa ?
(tiba2 gue sadar seketika haha)

Dita says:
ga kenapa2 deh ga jadi bt
Dita says:
haha
Dita says:
hir hir, es campur sama es kelapa enakan mana?

Rihaaaaaz says:
Enakan es kelapa yang
Rihaaaaaz says:
Kamu lg ngidam es kelapa emg ?
Rihaaaaaz says:
Serius dit kamu bt knp ama aku ?

Dita says:
iya ngidam dua2nya hir
Dita says:
hahahahaha
Dita says:
gapapa deh ga jd bt insyaAllah
Dita says:
kasian km sebenernya aku ga bt sm km tp km nya malah kena
Dita says:
haha

Rihaaaaaz just sent you a nudge.

Rihaaaaaz says:
Kamu bt bgt ya sama aku ?
Rihaaaaaz says:
Yauda bsk minum es kelapa yu
Rihaaaaaz says:
Kamu lg ada masalah ya yang ?

Dita says:
emg besok aku mau beli es kelapa yeeee
Dita says:
ga sih haha

so sorry

2008-09-18T19:54:00.000+07:00

On Friday 12 sept 08, I went to BP (Bimbingan Pelajar at rawamangun) after school, but I wasn’t picked up, so I decided to go to Ina’s friend. It located on Cipinang Kebembem. I didn’t know about the place. I went there by ‘owjyek’. When I arrived at Cipinang, the driver asked someone where’s the Cipinang Kebembem IV. Ok, the driver and I looked for the place, but yaa we couldn’t find it. We asked and asked to someone and someone and someone. A few second, We found Cipinang Kebembem IV. I could find her house. I gave him 20000, although it was not sooo far from my school, but I thanked his patience. Finally I met Inna and aweng and also their friends. I spent the time there. About 2 pm, we should go to BP but first I wanted to go to my mom’s office at pulogadung because I had no money. We went there by ‘bajaj-bergodeg’. Suddenly Ina looked pale. OOHHH she said that she was thirsty. I felt it too. I began to break of the fast, but I was afraid. I asked Ina “Nna, klo gue buka lo juga buka ga?”. She answered, “yaiyalah, gue aus nih dit. Buka aja yok ntar di warung kecil yang depan BP”. I thought for awhile. I said to Inna “tapi klo gue gabuka gimana?”. She answered “ya gue juga ga buka dit”. Wiiiiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I was feeling so sad, I was feeling that I was the devil. Aweng, who was sitting beside of me just said “wah parah parah lo berdua. Gue kaga ikutan ye hahahahha”. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my mind was so full with many many devil and just a little of angel huahahahaha. After I met my mom, I went to BP. We arrived at BP and I just led Ina to the stall in front of BP. I ordered cocacola and she ordered aqua gelas. I drank it till dropped. It didn’t need tooooooooooo much time to drank. I felt it was enough and I could laugh with her huahahaha. We felt fresh. I told it to my friend, and she commented “aduh lulusan Al-Azhar beginiiii” hahaha gue piker emang kenapa ya? Banyak kok ya yg kaya gini zz. IF YOU WERE ME, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

gosipan buka bareng emak

2008-09-12T18:25:00.000+07:00

barusan banget gue abis buka puasa sama nyokap gue doang, berhubung sang bapa tercinta belom pulang kerumah, jd kita cuma berdua. terus cerita2 gt. awalnya cerita ttg guru gue lah, temen gue lah, tentang si pacar juga. eeeehh tiba2 gue ingat sesuatu. gue bilang gini ke nyokap "bu, masa temen2 aku banyak yg bilang lebih cantikan ibu daripada aku aaahhhh". kata nyokap "siapa yang bilang?" beehh tu mata lgsg berbinar dah. "ga tau aku lupa, pokoknya banyak. katanya ibu mukanya muda gt terus putih. waktu aku peeling aja mbak2 nya bilang, 'itu mama km ya? masih muda ya? kok mukanya msh muda bgt sih?' yaahh pdhl dia ga tau umur ibu udh brp ya bu?" nyokap cuma nyengir, tp berbinar2 gt deehhh. oke, selama itu kita narsis2an. terus tiba2 nyokap gue inget sesuatu. kebetulan td siang gue baru aja mampir ke kantor nyokap, cuma minta duit, secara duit gue udah abis didalem dompet (walaupun puasa tetep dong minta duit berjalan lancar haha). nah kan kantor nyokap gue lg di renov gt jalannya. terus pas gue turun nemuin nyokap diluar lobby kan ada abang2 yg lg duduk, kata nyokap gue pas gue nya udah ga ada dia nanya gini, "bu itu anaknya? kok ibunya masih muda sih?" jegeeerrr ohGOD! berarti anaknya sudah terlihat tua hahaha. oke akhirnya gu bilang gini ke nyokap "aaahhh ibu mah gt banget siihh pdhl kan mereka ga tau umur ibu berapa ya? ihhh curang. terus tiba2 nyokap menjawab dengan perasaan rada gaenak, muka iba melihat gue, "ya ampun km juga cantik kok sayang, tp kan muka km dewasa jd dikirain udah gede". yailah ni nyokap langsung aja kek kl mau ngatain. oke gue mundur lah kl gt hahahaha. terus tiba2 nyokap gue cerita gt ttg seorang supir kantor.

nyokap gue berceritaaaaaaaa "dit, td pagi kan ibu mau ----- (kemana gt gue lupa, kl ga salah ngambl duit deh) terus kan dianter sama pak ----- (sebut saja pak Umar-supir kantor), terus pas lagi nunggu gt dimobil, ibu iseng aja nanya 'pak gak puasa?'. pak Umar jwb 'gak bu'. dalem hati ibu yaAllah ni orang udh ga salat ga puasa lg (ni org emg ga pernah slt kata nyokap). terus ibu nanya lg 'kok ga puasa pak?'. trs dia jawab 'sekeluarga mah ga pernah puasa soalnya capek bangunnya'. konyol banget kan jawabannya?" itu lah komen nyokap gue. "KONYOL!" lucu juga sih tu bapa2. hahahahahhaha, aduh pak masa bangunn sahur capek sih? ck. terus gue bilang gini aja ke nyokap "yaudah bu, biarin aja dia ini yg punya agama. dia ini yg dosa" "iya sih emang"................................

finally, gue balik lagi deh ngomongin yg lain. kalo gue ceritain disini panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanggggggggggggg banget. yang ngomongin bentar lg ultah nya si nyokap lah, yg nyokap minta surprise ke bokap lah, yang nyokap bilang seumur2 ga pernah dikasih surprise sm bokap lah, yg nyokap ga suka sama egois nya bokap lah, yg nyokap jg ga suka sm sifat gue yg keras sm kaya bokap lah, apalah banyak deeehhhhh. hehehehehe, anyway Iloveyou Mom

kesayangan gue dan bokap gue

2008-09-11T17:48:00.001+07:00

ini adalah barang yang paling amat dan paling paling disayang bokap gue dan tentunya, GUEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! soalnya dari bentuknya ada udah lucu, terus memory nya banyak, terus program2nya asik banget. bokap gue kalo udh menyangkut ini heboh deh. ini lupa dibawa aja nih, dia balik kerumah. tapi ga asik nya bokap gue make ini kayanya cuma buat nelpon, sms, dan internetan. nah kurang kan tuh fungsinya? ipod nya aja kaga dipake. kaga ada tuh lagu2 yg dimasukkin bokap gue ke dalam iphone nya. jd kl lo buka menu ipod didalem iphone bokap gue bakal ada tulisan 'no files' oohh please deh GOD!!!!!!!!
eh bentarrrrrrrr semenjak bokap ganti iphone, dia jadi narsis banget lho. banyaaaaaakkkkk banget foto2nya dia, terus foto2 temen2 kantornya. yaaa ada kemajuan lah, jd kl disuruh foto sm gue ga susah susah amat z.
ini dia nih gue ambil dr hp nya die hahaha oke juga..................................................

kesayangan 2 MONYET

2008-09-10T10:00:00.001+07:00

GUE CHAT SAMA CEWE YANG BERNAMA ELISA PUJI LESTARI YANG SEDANG TERMENUNG DI SEKOLAHNYA, ORANG INI JUGA SERING DIPANGGIL MONYETTO AJAIB. INI FOTONYA YANG DISEBELAH GUE PAKE BAJU KUNING-SUKA MAKAN PISANG KUNING-SUKA BOKER2 (ini beneran penyakitnya dia lho)-SUKA PIGLET KUNING (lho bukannya pink ya?). Ok enyway monyet yg satu ini sungguh ajaib oh ajaib. gue sayang banget sm monyet yg satu ini. ga nyeremin kaya monyet2 yg lain. kesayangan gue juga deh pokoknya. emang sih dia ga nyeremin tapi gayanya meeennn beeehh nyerangas banget deh. contoh nya nih ya dia tuh memenangkan panjat pinang panjat tebing sama panjat genteng hehehe. monyet ini suka melakukan atraksi atraksi bego (atau lo emg bego ya els?). contohnya aja, misalnya gue sama temen2 gue lg cerita, nah dia dengerin tuh padahal, eehh kl ditanya dia pasti jawab 'hah?' baru deh nanti ngeh. huhuhuhuhu emg susah ya nyet ngmmg sm lo ck.

ini salah satu conv gue sm si monyet di hari illegal gue :

Els says:
Babiiiik
Dita says:
elsoooooooooooooooooooo
Dita says:
aku ga sekolah
Els says:
Babiiiik
Dita says:
nyettttooooooooooo
Els says:
lah bolos ye? Haha
Dita says:
hahaha
Dita says:
diem lo els
Dita says:
dimane lo?
Els says:
najyoooong kagak ngajak ngajak haha
Els says:
gue skolah bok tae
Dita says:
hahaha
Dita says:
lupa gue nyet
Dita says:
lg ngapain sekolah? gue udh dr kemaren nyet
Els says:
eh bahasa lo gmana say? Gue lupa haha
Dita says:
vandenen?
Dita says:
guvandenwenen mavandenlesnen mavandensuknen sekovandenlahnen
Els says:
He eh,gmana sih? Gue bisanya yg bahasa de-pe
Els says:
blajar laaah
Els says:
lah lo blg k nykap lo apa?

kesayangan

2008-09-10T09:54:00.000+07:00

ini adalah barang kesayangan gue. handycam. ini barang yang paliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing gue sering bawa kemana mana. dirumah aja kalo lg ngumpul2 sm temen2 gue, tu handycam melototin ajaaa sampe dipake. ni handycam emang caur banget deh.

Didalamnya udah banyak banget kenangan2 imut (heh?). pokoknya yang seru2 ada disini deh. dari mulai gue nya gendut banget kaya babi beneran, sampe sekaran (walaupun msh gendut banget, tp yaa lumayanan lah). pokoknya ini barang ajaib kesayangan gue dan pastinya BOKAP GUE yang makin caur jugaa z.

illegal - 100908

2008-09-10T06:50:00.000+07:00

Ini contoh anak yang ga niat sekolah nih. pake baju sekolah bawahannya celana pendek. nanti ini jadi model baru zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............................................................. bagus untuk pertumbuhan (gaaa nyambung ya)

Hari ini gue ga masuk sekolah lagi (dari kemaren) bukan karena gue sakit (kaya kemaren), melainkan bolos tp ini bener2 dosa kayaknya. menurut gue mendingan sekalian cabut daripada bolos secara tidak berasaskan seperti ini. jadi cerita nya tuh gini. gue punya temen namanya Tiara satu sekolah sama gue dan tetanggaan pula. kalo berangkat sekolah gue dianter bokap dan dia suka ikut. nah ceritanya pas gue telfon dia (buat nyuruh dia kerumah gue, soalnya gue udah mau berangkat).

gue : (lama bener kaga diangkat2)

mamanya : halo (dengan suara serek2)

gue : halo tante, tiara nya ada?

mamanya : ini dita ya?

gue : iya tante

mamanya : aduh tante kesiangan nih, tiara juga. ini aja baru tante mau bangunin. dita berangkat duluan aja ga papa.

gue : oh gt tante............................................ (gue lg mikir, ga tau mikirin apa)

mamanya : iya, ga papa dita tinggal aja

gue : oh aku bareng tiara aja deh nanti tante naik ojek

mamanya : oo bareng tiara? ga papa nanti?

gue : iya ga papa aku tunggu aja ya tante

mamanya : oh yaudah makasih ya dita, tante bangunin tiara nya dulu

oke. telpon gue tutup tuh. nah gue langsung bilang ke bokap gue.

gue : pa aku sama tiara aja ya naik ojek nanti berangkatnya. soalnya tiara nya kesiangan.

bokap : oke

akhirnya gue dirumah. nah pikiran licik gue jalan nih.gue agak berat tp sebenernya gue pengen bgt sekolah, yaudah oke oke. dengan gagah gue kirim sms tiara biar kiat ga usah masuk sekolah. eh tp dia ga mau. yaudah gue memutuskan untuk ga masuk sekolah lagi tanpa sepengetahuan nyokap bokap geu tentunya, MUDAH-MUDAHAN (karena ini masih pagi)

080908-DAMNYE's

2008-09-09T09:51:00.000+07:00

pulang dr rumah icha udh jm setengah lapan. akhirnya si damnye mau nganterin dengan murah senyum hahaha (maaf nye). di mobil gue ngaajrin temen2 gue bahasa vandenen. gue yg ngomong aja enek sendiri lama2 sama paa yang gue omongin. eeehh si damnye ga komentar2 tuh, eehh pas ditengah2 dia komentar. alah nye nye, bilang aja mau tuh belajar bahsa vandenen. si damnye ternyata punya rencana licik, besok pagi katanya dia mau ngajarin temen2nya apa yg gue ajarin ke temen2 gue (bahasa vandenen). damnye diem2 menghanyutkan lho. terus kita ngiomong bahasa 94uLzzZzZZZ. SI DAMNYE KETAGIHAN EH KETAGIHAN EH KETAGIHAN hahahaha. damnye mulain skrg katanya mau ngomong bahasa 94uLz terus tuh.

nye, majalah gue ya nye.
(mampus lo nye, baca dah tu blog gue enek enek deh lo) huahahahha

malu deh gueeeeeeeeeee

2008-09-09T09:47:00.000+07:00

icha kan punya adek sepupu banyak banget. nah seinget gue ada salah satu yang namanya Iman (tp kayanya ternyata ga ada deh). nah kan ada anak kecl gt (ga kecil2 banget sih) cowo naik keatas manggil kita semua gt supaya cepet kebawah soalnya udh mau magrib. pas dia keatas, gue manggil dr belakang 'iman iman iman!!!' dia ga nyaut2 malah trs jalan ke akmarnya si icha. oke gue sabarrr, eehhh eehhh pas dia selesai dr kamarnya si icha, gue manggil lagi 'iman iman wey iman'. akhirnya gue colek aja tuh anak 'iman' (sambil ngomong depn mukanya langsung). trs dia sama sekali ga nyaut. cuma melototin gue doang. akhirnya gue tanya aja 'iman apa ilham sih kamu?' dia jawab dengan tegas, lantang, dengan melotot 'IQBAL!' nyeeesssssssshhhhh gue diketawain ina aweng thata els hesty (baguuuuuusssssssss)

080908 - ICHA's

2008-09-09T09:35:00.000+07:00

kemaren si Icha alian annisa ayu putri ultah ke 16. si damnye pacarnya, berniat buat ngasih surprise. oke akhirnya dia ajak gue sm temen2 gt. nah gue nyampe tuh dirumah icha sama si els dan thata. tinggal nunggu ina aweng sama hesty. sampe sana, ternyata eh ternyata ada temen2 sma nya. oke, kita kenalan satu persatu. selesai kita kenalan2 gt, kita bertiga udh kaya org bego aja gt. aduh bingung mau ngapain. mereka lumayan banyak, ga enak jga sih. rumahnya icha udh di dekor gt sm mereka. oke, kita sepakatin buat nuggu icha didepan kamarnya diatas gt. soalnya dikamarnya si icha ada temen2 sma nya gaenak, kta ngalah. kita foto2 aja tuh akhirnya bertiga udh kaya org dongo. sip ga papa, lanjut, eh tiba2 si icha dateng gt jalan dari arah tangga yang bingung ngeliatin kta. kaya orang ga kenal gt. trs kita diem2an sambil tatap2an muka (udah kaya sinetron yang ada di indosiar yg ada naga2 nya gt deh). nah pas udh dekeeett, dia meluk kita gt. haha kangen bangeet. eh tiba2 temen2 sma nya icha paa keluar gt dr kamarnya trs niupin apalah itu banyak banget. hahahahaha good job. hp nya els masih stand by gt buat foto. trs kita kebawah, si monyet lupa bawa hp nya gt. tau deh tu hp masih stand by camera. kita ngaso di warung mie ayam deket rumahnya icha. eee ada damnye, yaudah kita cerita2 seru gt sama thata sama els sambil nunggu si ina aweng. minum2 gt karna gue sm thata ga puasa.

trs tiba2 si ina aweng dateng huaaaahhhh kita mau ke dlm rumahnya icha lagi tp gaenak gt. nah kita paksa2 aja si damnye supaya dia ikut, tp syg nya dia lg berantem sm icha, iihhh susah banget buset dah ngajak dia kedalem doang udh kaya apaan tau. oke kita akhirnya nelf icha gt bilang ada si ina aweng. dia keluar trs akhirnya kita masuk juga. kita bukpus disana. udah deeehhhhhhhhhhhh.

bt sama bokap

2008-08-09T16:02:00.000+07:00

hari ini BT BANGEEETTTT SAMA BOKAP. karena adek gue si Yuka sekarang di boarding jd gue dirumah kaya jd anak tunggal gt. emg sih dimanja tp over ah. masa gue hrs nemenin bokap mulu?
eh kaya td pagi, kan mau jemput yuka dan kebetulan emg ada acara disekolahnya yuka di Pribadi, Depok. eehhhhh gue kan males tuh nunggu kaya rapat2 gt kaya irang bego, nah tadinya gue ga mau ikut. gue udh bilang ke nyokap tuh ga ikut. tiba2 si bokap manggil pas gue lagi ditelfon sm temen gue yng namanya Erina. 'diiittt ikut dong blagu banget sih ga mau ketemu yuka'. lah nahlo, pan nt si yuka juga pulang gue bisa liat bisa ketemu. buset dah gue bt banget kan tuh ya? akhirnya gue lama2in aja mandinya, eh gue kira gue ditinggal (alhamduliillah) ternyata NGGAK dan gue malah ditunggu sampe gue bener2 selesai!

sampe disana mereka ke kelasnya yuka, jd rapatnya tuh dikelas masing2 gt. gue nunggu diluar kelas kaya ada kursi gt, OKE GUE SABAR SABAR SABAR SABAR! gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 1 jam udh lewat. muka gue bener2 bt. eehh si nyokap ngerasa ga enak, si bokap juga ahirnya. kl ngerasa ga enak mah mending drtd kek bolehin gue dirumah yailah.
eehh saking ga enak nya sm gue si nyokap nmg gini 'aduh mbak dita capek ya? bt ya? iya deh nanti ibu kasih uang 30 ribu ya? atau 50 ribu deh? tp jangan bt ya' sialan gue ditawarin duit. alahhh buseeeeyyyyy hahahahahahaha

ayat ayat cinta bagus kok.

2008-03-01T09:25:00.000+07:00

kemaren sore gue nonton ayat ayat cinta sama nyokap sama adek gue si Yuqa. gilaa di Kayu Putih banjir gilaaa. macet hrrgghh. gue nonton ayat ayat cinta emang karna gue pengen nonton. dari novel nya aja udah bagus gilaaa. nyokap gue juga penasaran pengen nonton. yaudah dia ajak gue. tadi nya dia mau sm temen kantornya, tp karna mungkin kasian sm gue oke kita nonton bertiga. bagus deh jalan ceritanya. awalnya emang ngk sama kayak di novel tp lama kelamaan ya sama lah. cuma ada beberapa scene di novel yang ngk ada di film, mungkin kl bener2 sm kaya novel nya dan ikutin scene2 nya butuh waktu 4 jam nonton tu film. hmmm terakhir2 sedih apalagi waktu Aisha ikhlasih si Fachri nikah sama Maria wiiihhhh gilaaaa:) tapi jujur sih bagusan di novel.

Rabu 27 Feb 2008

2008-02-27T16:54:00.000+07:00

HUJAN GEDEEEEEE!!!!! Eh si Zahir jemput gue. gu kira ngk jadi jemput karena hujan eh ternyata jadi. Ya Allah, naik motor pake rok susah banget butuh waktu hhrrrggg. terus terus capek juga naik motor pegel ngk kaki ngk punggung hahahaaaa:) becek macet Ya Allah menderitaaaaa! gue bilang sm cowo gue "ah ngk berkesan nih". terus dia jawab "yee berkesan hujan2 gini". waaahh apanya yg berkesaaan? hehehe tapi ngk papa juga sih yaaa berkesan dikit laaaahhhh hahaha, terus dirumah gue ngobrol2 aja gitu smbil nonton. hahaha gue diajarin bikin sirup abis itu. tp tetep aja kemanisan lah katanya! sial. terus dia ngasih coklat (katanya sih hasil buatannya dia sendiri) ooohhhh. yaa ngk lama2 banget dirumah gue abis itu dia pulang. trs sweaternya masih ada dirumah gue gara2 basah gue pake.

kalo dia baca gue cuma mau bilang : aku sayang kamu Ay, makasiiihhhh Love youuuu:)

2008-02-08T12:59:00.000+07:00

aku sakit! dari semalem. aku dibawa ke dokter. aku disuntik diambil darah. huh, aku nangis waktu mau diambil darahnya sambil peluk ibuku. begitu takutnya aku dengan suntikan:) eeehh sampe rumah sekitar jam 9 malem di meja makan ada sebuah plastik berisikan coklat dan korek gas. hmmm punya siapa dan untuk siapa itu?

hey my Ex!

2008-02-05T15:52:00.000+07:00

where are you hey mr? what are you doing now? when will you come here? are you remember me? are you remember about 3 years ago? what are you feeling today? are you mending your broken heart? are you singing in your dormitory? are you playing basket at there? do you still angry with me? do you still hate me? why did you love me? why did you kiss me? why did you hug me? why did you care about me? why did you hold my hand? why did you give your heart? why why why why why why. AND, ARE YOU WAITING FOR ME hah?

( I know it hurts I know I know )

he broke me up at 2nd Feb 08

2008-02-05T15:08:00.000+07:00

Abis magrib gue liat ada 6 missed call (kl ngk salah) dari nomer temennya cowok gue. trs ada 1 sms. gue liat,dari cowo gue yg pinjem hp temennya itu. 'Dit,angkat dong aku pengen ngomong'. Gue kira mau ngmg penting apa. Pada saat itu emg gue lg berantem sm dia. Trs akhirnya gue tlf aja.

Cowo Gue : Dit kamu masih marah ya sm aku?
Gue : Heh? iya sedikit.
CG : Yaudah Dit daripada kita kayagini trs mending kta udahan aja.
Gue : (speechless!) Hah? serius kamu?
CG : Iya daripada nanti dipaksa2.
Gue : Oh yaudah.
CG : Kamu ngk papa kan?
Gue : Ah ngk tau deh. Udah dulu ya (Gue enek,pengen nangis,tapi pengen bunuh dia juga)
CG : Oh yaudah.

Ok, I was single. Gue langsung tlf temen2 gue. Els, Hesty, Tiara. Yaudah mereka tenanguin gue. dan kebetulan Els pagi nya jg baru putus. Eh tapi tiba2 gue liat ada sms dari cowo gue. Dia nanya gue ngk kenapa2 kan, trs dia blg dia nyesel. Gue ngk bales. Gue udah males. Pas gue lg nonton kira2 jam stgh 10 dia sms lg. Dia ngmg dia nyesel lg. Untuk kali ini gue bales. Beberapa lama sms-an dia ngajak balikan beberapa kali. Finally,gue balikan. Gue nyesel balikan sm dia, tp ngk tau deh. kenapa begitu bego nya gue jawab IYA! padahal beberapa jam yang lalu nya dia mutusin gue hahaaaaa